I dont know how to express it in words but im just going tk keep trying lol... i appreciate my friends so much i wouldnt be alive without them. You all mean everything to me. I genuinely cry sometimes because of how lucky ive been to have people who like me and want to talk to me and take time out of their day tk try and help me through things. I never would hurt any of my friends on purpose and i swear that on everything. I never want to lose these people in my life. I knkw it sounds a bit dramatic but for so long i was on and off debating suicide because i thought i djdnt have any real friends, i thought that i coulf never be normal or loved like others, i thought i should give up trying, but i didnt, and i met so many good people. Of course there was a lot of rough spots and i wasn't the best friend at times and i never want to repeat those mistakes. You all mean so much to me
