And doing better now I had to STEP AWAY from the NET because I was extremely unwell and had to come to terms with something severe that bothers me but whatever im doing fine

I have an assessment I need to do im gonna gain some credits oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah

I find it weird when my brain does something really ****ed and im like wow ok i didnt think that could ever happen to me but it has and its freaking me tf out. ****

Idk why im freaking out its not that bad it could be worse But its still weird asf that it happened im being discreet because its actually really embarassing to me and i dont wanna talk about it to anyone fully besides like one person

Gosh WHy Does god hate me HES MAKING ME EVEN MORE OF AN OUTCAST tch Jarvis play xxxtentacion sad bart pmv

I miss XXXtentacion I miss my mutual on here who was like umm who had a version of their OC that was basically like their oc if it was XXXTentacion

I cant listen to **** love by xxxtentacion normally anymore cus i just think of that one squidward x squilliam video

F,UCK LOVE SQUIDDY FU CK LOVE!!!!!

Gosh i hate this change i mean i get its my brain protecting itself but ohh my goodddd brooo wh y

THIS COULDVE BEEN PREVENTED!!! i really hope my screening comes up sooner cause im not waiting for november for this shit bro I need to be recognized NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW i cant be ****ed w dis what if it gets worse or somethign

I need to stop being an asshole to myself i cant talk about it clearly because im ashamed of it but it isnt even bad

I could really go for some CEREAL right now some good CEREAL with milk mmm im so hungry

Im too harsh on myself I always be like YOU AHVE TO BE YOUR OWN FRIEND GUYS ITS IMPORTNAT TREAT YOURSELF KINDLy and then i treat myself like shit

I dont have a proper outlet for this specific issue all i got is my friend Shout out to my goat EVAN for being EXTREMELY ACCEPTING AND NON-JUDGEMENTAL AND UNDERSTANDING OF MY ISSUES if i know no one got me my goat evan got me For REAL

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