It’s hard, going through something like that, you never entirely get over it, but it hurts less as time goes on, stuff happens, you get older, but you’re always gonna remember him, and be sad about what happened, but it gets easier, even if it doesn’t seem like that, it sucks, but surround yourself with the right people, I don’t know what faith you follow, but I think he’s watching down on you, and he’s proud of you, every single day