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LunaMidnight 
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03.03.2021
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LunaMidnight[OP]
03.03.2021 05:35
LinkTW// KMS JOKES AND SUICIDE
I've been wanting to talk about this for a while now and while looking back at my old art, I just hate that this slipped by and nobody called me out for it so here I am calling my past self out for their horrible sense of "humor". When I was extremely active during 2019 to early 2020, for some reason I kept on making a lot of kms jokes and drawings, for example, drawing my character holding a gun towards their head, depicting that the character was gonna shoot themselves or posts saying "kill me" or "end me please" meaning how I wanted to die and such. What disgusts me the most is how I even made multiple drawings based of the Tonight meme depicting Magic falling off a building. If you don't know, the Tonight meme is an animation meme that has a character or oc falling off either a cliff or building, meaning they committed suicide. Of course, not all the versions of the meme are like this as some have their oc being pushed off by someone else, meaning they were murdered
LunaMidnight[OP]
03.03.2021 05:41
Link- or just a completely different story. My versions however, were clearly based off the original, with the oc committing suicide and I even made a shitpost about it. I am disappointed at myself for thinking making drawings/shitposts about suicide was okay and wish I never did. Another thing I did was vent publicly with no TWs and saying stuff like "am I depressed" or just spilling my feeling out for anyone to see. Looking back at this, I can see how this could make people clearly uncomfortable and probably why some people didn't like me. Of course, I can't end this off with out bringing up the "Pubber" drama and the decision I did during it.
LunaMidnight[OP]
03.03.2021 05:56
LinkFor some reason during that stupid drama, I decided to get myself involved and kept making posts about them saying how they're disgusting or to stay away from them. The dumbest thing about it is how I kept interacting with them and giving them more attention, even though I want them to leave me alone. They kept stealing my art but I kept making bases, I told them to leave me alone but I kept talking to them. It was just such a mess and it didn't help that the post I made saying how I was dumb and finally was going to stop talking to them felt like I was guilt-tripping people, which was not what I attended to do. Not many people noticed but I had deleted all my posts about them as I don't want to be involved with it at all, including the person who caused it. I don't want people to bring it up as it's not a good memory for me. Before I end this, I just want to say that I am sorry for every terrible thing I did on here. The public vents, the kms jokes, and the Pubber thing, everything.
LunaMidnight[OP]
03.03.2021 06:03
LinkI am so sorry for anyone who had to see all that while I was on here and it's completely fine to not accept this apology. To the people who might make comments saying how I was 11 or 12 and that I didn't know better, don't. I deserve to be called out for this. I'm sick and tired that nobody had called me out about my past actions while on this site so here I am, doing it myself and holding my actions accountable.
LunaMidnight[OP]
03.03.2021 06:05
LinkI might make some stress reliever drawings and such but when it comes to venting, it will now be to close friends and close friends only.
LunaMidnight[OP]
03.03.2021 06:05
LinkI forgot to add that to the venting section ^^