I'm so sorry. To everyone who has met me and has to put up with me. I'm so childish. I'm so annoying. This site is stressful and many people understand. My real life issues (( discussed kinda here---> )) definitely do not help my mental state. I'm putting up such a fake little life that it's hard to tell if people actually like me anymore. Maybe I get hit for a reason. Maybe I get hated on for a reason. I loose friends for a reason. I'm just so alone and I want someone there for me. Even when I talk, nobody listens unless directly asked. I would curl up on my bed and cry right now but honestly...I'm tired of crying every night. It gets unbarring and I just can't stand it. @-HelpMeHelpMe- I'm sorry. Don't tell me not to say sorry. I mean it.

I'm sure everyone wants to make 2020 better 😞