huf this might be a thought dump for me maybe

god i know it's probably just me being paranoid or something but i just realized how similar they both look ehf idk, doesn't really matter other note, there's this one friend i'm super sketched out about, i still think and am almost 100% sure they lied about a super big problem that actually happens with people and i'm just ghfhjh stop it people actually go trough that stuff it's somewhat old but its still brought up a lot and i feel super gross about it cause i know how many people go trough it been on a weird loop where i feel unmotivated sister's old and can't get a job so i'm forced to work for most likely no pay at all and she has the nerve to get angry at me when i actually want to get a job but not with that shit i'm on break, i deserve to chill out till it's over, it's not my buisnes eitheir, i just got forced into working, i would be 100% chill with doing anything else, HOUSE RELATED that is,

i wish i could say no more often, or speak my mind directly more often, i don't want to hurt anyone by not being friends/incontact with them anymore, but at the same time i think i need to be a little "selfish" sometimes for my own health, i think this should serve to everyone, you above all else, family (who you consider family that is) next and THEN friends, friends can be considered family too, just someone who'd phisically AND emotionally for you in your worst times it's fine to have friends that are just to make you happy and chill and not actually help you when you're feeling depressed or going trough some shit, they are what i like to call the kinda like,,, med friends you like them but they aren't there for everything i guess there's a diference between friend and a friend that you consider family?

been playing modded minecraft, that's super fun actually, problem is most technic launcher modpacks are eitheir super shitty or will not load AT ALL sometimes even both tbh the others are super cool but don't even start up i wanted to play rl craft but my pc is from the stone age i'm currently playing a survival modpack that adds witchery and stuff but it's soooo muchhhh stuff to reaaaaddddd, and as an uncultural pleb i do not wish to interact with that stuff, i just wanna harvest food and kill some bEASTS but none show and i honestly wish there was a lighter version of rlcraft on technic, without most of the useless/not that important stuff like magical things and maybe a few mobs plus get rid of all of the overly shaded and overly memory consuming 3d models dragons, heat, picking up those lil rocks, skills, some of the agressive mobs can definetly stay awhjhj

one of my friends might have to leave disc and maybe even flip so i might not be able to talk to them that much which is a bummer, since i already wasn't gonna be able to talk to them that much, cause i might go to a school that goes from 1pm to 6pm (ithink) so yeah, that sucks,, i really like them, we might've went trough some major bumps here and there, but,, i do really like em, they're super sweet and i'd help them out anyday

ALSO PLEASE DON'T LET THE ****ING BRAINDEAD MEME OF EGG LIKING COME BACK. IT IS PETTY AND SHITTY AND QUITE FRANKLY NOT A BIT ****ING FUNNY, LET THE POPULAR PAGE ACTUALLY FILL WITH TALENTED PEOPLE, THANKS. eggs aren't funny please choke on one if you've done the shitty egg meme

i hate people who comment but don't like on something that looks decent or more ESPECIALLY, WHEN THEY COMPLIMENT THE DRAWING, IF YOU LIKE IT, LIKE IT, my main problem with this is because the op won't know who didn't like, and i think most people don't like it when people just compliment them and don't like, i'm fine with people liking and not commenting i'm fine with people not liking anims that's just "let's chat" but if someone puts effort into it and you compliment it but don't like??? bruh??

<3 but same on the minecraft thing!! this isn't a sponsored comment i swear, but i use technic launcher, it's p much just minecraft launcher, like normal, but you already have modpacks, you just gotta download them, directly from the launcher it has some flaws, sometimes the modpacks crash, sometimes they don't work it's not the best but i'd rather use it than get viruses from sketchy sites ehjehjhj only works on pc as far as i'm aware though