Whenever someone I know is down or having an actual issue going on in their lives, I try to help them. I try to find out whatever the problem is and help them deal with it. But almost every time I do it just feels like I fail. I just feel like I’m making things worse with every word I say or type. Whenever someone says they want to kill themselves, it hurts the most whenever it seems like I just fail to do anything. And whenever it seems I’m too late to help, whenever it seems like I’ve just managed to make it all somehow worse, it ****ing hurts. It hurts more than anything in the world, deeper than anything else.