im just an attetion seeker

52 comments
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:48
Link... we still love you
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:49
Linkno matter what your actually good at drawing
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:49
Linkmaybe you can see you gave you attention becuase we care about you
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:50
Linkso your not a mistake
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:51
Linkeven you want attention is there something going on that it makes wanna do this?
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:51
Linki'm deeply worried about you
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 01:52
LinkBut I am. I really wasn't supposed to be alive. My mom hooked up with a guy for drug money, then accidentally had me. :)
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:56
Link...:O
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:56
Linkomg uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....omg
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 01:56
LinkAlong with my 11 other siblings, I was a mishap.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:57
Link...i'm here for you i always will
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kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:57
Linkdo you need somebody to talk to?
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 01:58
LinkAre you sure? Everybody I know leaves me.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:58
Linki never leave anybody i dont break promises
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 01:58
LinkYes. I want to talk to somebody, even if its for a bit. Please don't leave me. I'm sorry if im insensitive, or act rudely. Its an impulse, im sorry.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:59
Linki care for people and help others
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 01:59
Linkit's ok we can talk for a bit
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:00
LinkOkay.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:00
Linkso when did you start having these thoughts
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:02
LinkUh, about a year ago? ._.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:03
Linki'll be your therapist for today
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:03
LinkOkay? ._______________.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:04
Linkso tell me. what usally cheers you up?
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:05
LinkUhm. . . I don't know. I guess listening to music, and drawing? And my dogs. But music isn't helping, I don't know what to draw and just don't feel like, then my dogs are sick so they cant come into my bed.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:06
Linki see. do have any friends at school?
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:08
LinkNo. All my friends ignore me. And its summer? Im going into middle school and only 2 "friends" of mine are going to the same school.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:09
Linki see.are you selfaware paranoid?
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:10
LinkUhm- Your grammar is incorrect, I don't understand what you're saying-
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:11
Linksorry i meant are you selfaware or paranoid of some sort?
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:12
LinkUhm, I don't know?
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:14
Linkhere. have youv'e been paranoid about how people look at you?
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:14
Linkor what peoples opinion on you?
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:14
LinkYeah? Not how people look at me, but if people just LOOK at me. Or if people touch me without telling me.
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:15
LinkYeah, to be honest. But im not around people besides family most of the time unless I got to the store or the laundry mat.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:17
Linkok. are self conscious about the way you look or your body looks?
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IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:19
LinkYeah. I hate when the stuff that makes me "female" is noticeable. I hate when people point out that im female.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:22
Linkok.now have you've been thinking about starving,cutting,scratching,yourself in any way?
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:23
LinkYeah, I basically already starve myself, and I used to cut.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:24
Linkok. have you thought about suicide?
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:26
LinkYeah.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:27
Linkhave you tolled your mom about these things?
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:31
LinkNo. When she was looking through my search history, she saw some stuff she shouldn't have, and threatened to take me to a mental hospital, get me a therapist, and have me take anti-depressants.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:34
Link...shes right. cant you see that you need help?
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:34
Linkshes worried about you
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:35
Linkshes dosent want you to go away from her arms
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:35
Linkshe LOVES you
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:36
LinkI don't WANT to see a therapist. I already saw one a couple years ago, for a different reason, and I just dislike them, okay? I don't CARE if shes worried about me, I don't WANT to be helped.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:36
Linkanyway i need to go i need to do the dishes
IWantToDie[OP]
29.07.2019 02:37
LinkFine.
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:37
Linki'll be back
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:47
Linki'm back
kylie-kane77
29.07.2019 02:51
Linkwe can talk more tomorrow i have to got to bed