I know it has been a long time. I dont even know how long... things have been extremely rough I must confess. I've been struggling with just doing something so simple as smiling. I've lost some, I've left some. And these days have been stressful. I'm in pain right now and I didn't stop trying to find a way back on here. My devices have blocked this place and I felt like crying, thinking I'd never come back. I may not come on as often as I used to because of whats happening. But I promise you I will try. You guys have made me happy and to be completely honest... my stupid ability made me forget pieces of this place... but I hope since Im here now that I may be able to remember it all back. I hope you are not mad at me. I am sorry my friends for leaving. I felt like the wolf pack has fallen because of me. I love you all, yall are my wolfpack, my second family. I can't say I will be on forever now because I dont know if that can happen. Im glad to be back everyone. Theres a lot I need to catch up on.