bing bing bing you've won the prize

i had a fight with my dad and there was a lot of yelling and anger and stuff. it's also raining and i just want to lie in bed and watch camp camp so i don't f/cking cry but i can't becuase i have homeowr that i can't focus on also im a little worried i might really start to relapse

yeah you can get food. and idk/.

ye

except not in a good way

sorry

idk what to say i don't want to not talk but if i keep talking about this im gonna feel like im being manipulative and faking or something idk why ill be fine anyway im always fine i dont wanna drag you into this ugh that was so cringy to say wtf is worn with me

my chest hurts and i feel sick but like idt im haveing a panic attack

thanks

ok ily

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