how long am I gonna last

everybody’s dying

I don’t want to be alone anymore

I want to trust someone

but I don’t want them to leave again

I don’t like being alone

I’m not gonna last

That’s just how it is.

it’s set in stone.

Dlm, p. Pmynl. Pmynhy. Yhsmtlf. Etlyg. Itooyg.

It makes me sick I know you follow my vent account After the shit you’ve done. At least they were honest with me.

At least they don’t lie ‘uwu’ I’m being mean again

I don’t wanna be mean

I wanna stay vulnerable I don’t want to hurt people.

Help me, please. I don’t wanna be how’ve I become.

I can’t even type.

the bloods on my hands too.

It’s my fault.

They don’t know what I’ve done.

If they find out they’ll all leave me.

I don’t wanna be alone again.

I’m gonna be alone.

Don’t leave me