You want to know why you cant?

Because you have ppl who care abt you and will be very sad if you were to commit suicide! -it'l effect me detrimentally bc i get really emotional when i lose someone i care abt. So NO! don't think suicidal thoughts.. Like you told me yesterdy.. Think happy thoughts. -Goodness outweighs the bad in any situation!

So please, please, dont :(

So what if it to help me! use you words for yourself as well as others! it'll help.

i'm sorry if i sound like a parent rn but, im just saying what's best for you, and for you to live on in life, i mean, you porbably have so much you wanna learn, and so much things you wanna do when you get oldr, right?

if i hadn't met you i would've ended my life. and thanks to meeting you, i have someone I truly care for again.

Well, what is it that you really love to do? start from that. :)

Well, try finding the light you're looking for and then we'll see. :> -that sounded weird- DoNt JuDgE-----

Pls:(...

U have all your followers especially Ratsu and myself who care about u! Your an amazing friend who has always caredbfor us both withered we are sad or nit and for my life without u would be misery

:(.