I tried going a different direction n telling her what else I was feeling but she says it diabetes so

I literally get constant panic attacks like I’m actually experiencing them for the first time and I get so ****inf anxious like I feel like my heart gonna explode cuz of my math teacher like idk I can’t stand being in that class it’s that bad but idk if cuz of that they’ll even do sum abt it im to scared to speak up

Like bro it’s so ****ing ugly I didn’t think I’d reach this point the last panic attack was so bad like I was like no way I made it to this point I had to go home cuz I was shaking bad too

If I do got diabetes it’s a free pass to kms so I guess that’s fine

And guess what my math teacher friends w my religion teacher I had last year I hated so much she literally i literally wanted to kill myself whenever I was in her class she has made me cry so much n it rlly don’t surprise me they friends

What do I even tell my mom so I can stay tmr I’m getting so anxious rn

I don’t wanna go to collage I wanna stay as baby forever I don’t want a job I jus wanna do whatever I want everytime I think abt the future I get headaches I don’t wanna make it past 25 shot not even 20

Ok blacked out like phantom

Everytime I have a birthday I’m thinkin God love me

Lol bro that lyric always stayed w me it my favorite in the song

What’s this abt

Oh shit wait I just realized

I’m reading it

I actually like this why didn’t anyone recommend it to me before

I would’ve loved this shir years ago too

K

Ok I will