so... hey
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GardeniA[OP]
31.10.2021 06:38
LinkHey.
Its me.
The 1am andy that definitely did not leave on a whim without saying anything like a goodbye or that I was just going on break.
...
(disclaimer, that all happened)
Yeah...
I feel very bad about that decision actually.
That being said, I don't feel particularly happy about "coming back" either.
GardeniA[OP]
31.10.2021 06:43
LinkHere's some explaining:
This account just makes me feel... bad.
I was on here for the duration of my being depressed, as well as (or because of) having no friends, being on virtual school, first year of high school, etc.
Those are not times I want to look back on. Like, at all.
I am in a better place now. A better school. Better friends. I strengthened the friendships I already had. I found my passion in piano. I also improved my traditional art phenomenally.
I did a lot of things without the need to be on fa.
And that makes me feel... good.
GardeniA[OP]
31.10.2021 06:47
LinkThere are some things I missed about fa though.
Practicing digital art.
Animating (back when I actually did...)
Talking to people.
Making friends.
Seeing tons of incredible artwork and talent.
I do miss a lot of things about this.
But... just logging on here makes all the memories come back.
(And I'm not talking about the good ones)
I do not plan on officially leaving, and if I ever do I'll definitely establish an actual "goodbye."
GardeniA[OP]
31.10.2021 06:51
LinkAnyway.
I really don't know if anyone will see this. By the time I hit 200 followers (which is still insane to me. thank you so much) I probably had less than half of them actively following, honestly probably even less.
The abrupt leave didn't help with that either.
...
yeah.
I don't really know what to say...
To Lauren:
If you think I didn't miss you then who tf are you. I missed you so much. Genuinely. You're my closest friend on here and you were one of the reasons I came back today. I really hope you didn't forget about me or anything-
yeah...
Well if you still remember me, I probably won't be on here a ton, but if there's any other form of talking you and I are both open to (preferably discord) I'd love to keep talking. (Of course that doesn't mean we can't talk on here, I'm just saying I'd prefer to not be on this site thaaattt much o-o)
But yeah.
I'm sure you're art's gotten even more incredible than it already was.
Thanks for being there for me when I was on here a bunch.
:D
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(before I start I just wanna clarify that the first sentence is meant in a lighthearted joking way!! I just reread it and realized it sounded mean o-o)
Aw thanks that means a lot! And yeah idk if there's anything that would work for now. Idk if I want to use hangouts again just because I'd want to use a different account too meaning we both have to make new accounts and that just seems like a lot. I'll be on here from time to time though and if we want to do that later on then sure.
I'm excited to start talking again!
Hey, I’m happy to see you checking in, I missed you so much, your amazing and I hope you stay but ofcorse if this p l a c e makes you feel bad.
I would just impulse leave.
I do that a lot.
Though no one notices it because my art takes a long time anyway.
So yeah
Happy to see u.
Hi!
Happy to see you too. I feel bad for not taking the time to ever really get to know you while I was really active here. You seem like a nice person AND your art is really good!
And yeah I think for now I'm not gonna officially leave, but just don't get worried or anything if I'm gone for like a month straight-
Anyway, thanks for the kind words. It means a lot!
<3 ty for checking in
I’ll be sad to see you inactive, but if this places gives you bad memories, move on. Don’t stay for us, do what’s best for you.
I’ll miss you. Stay strong
Hey! I realized I never really got to know you while I was here a lot and so it means a lot that you would write something here.
And what you said gave me a lot to think about... thanks.
I'll be sure to let you know if I'm ever officially leaving, but for now I'll just pop in every now and again.
Again, I feel bad for not getting to know you! Maybe we can talk more often.