Dear mother, let's say, hypothetically, that i just killed a man. And of course, in order for such a thing to occur Iwould have to aim a gun to his head and pull the trigger. And for the sake of argument, let's say that, hypothetically, I were not to return tomorrow. In this case, I would advise you to please carry on as if it didn't matter. I'd like to point out too, that I am having a hard time realizing what is the real life, and fantasy.