Deserae perez, are you out there? Please find me, i miss you so much, i love you, and please i can't live without you in my life, you were a sister to me, please come back.... I might commit suicide, i love you so much,please appear in my life again somehow! I need you to see me, i am broken without you, today at school i was talking to my friends and we were talking about summer school and i asked Jullisa, "Did you see a girl named Deserae?" and she nodded yes... i started to tear up, and violet was like, "Rubi, are you ok?" and i said no and so i got up from the lunch table(it was lunchtime)and threw away my food, andi felt tears on my face and i went to the bathroom, and my friends followed me in. i started to talk to them and after that they left and i cried until recess was over and so i went in line, face all wet. Deserae perez, went to lake marie elem. for 2 years, had 1 bff, had felt as if she had a 2nd sister Do you remember me? I love you so much, i just want to see you, it like we had a connction.