anybody just to start from scratch with everybody and have no bias against me for who i was. but because its too deeply rooted. im angry at everything and i lash out. that's who i am and, unfortunately, that's not going to change. a few people commented on a post i deleted telling me that flipanim was better without me, and i shattered. kody was among those people and, well, that didn't help very much. it pretty much told me, well, if flipanim is better without me.. what about everything else? would life be better for everyone around me if i didn't exist? and pretty quickly, i realized.. yeah. it would be. all i do is bully people and start things that i can't end. i think it's pretty obvious, but everyone is done with dealing with me. nobody wants me around. so, i mean.. i guess as an apology for everything ive done, ill give you what (almost) everyone here deserves, and just leave. i probably won't end up killing myself, as usual, but yknow if i succeed for once then i guess it's a guarentee i won't

come back, haha.. im sure a few or even a lot of you are looking forward to that one. ill leave now before it just sounds more like im trying to guilt everyone into liking me again. i know it's not going to happen after what ive done.