Shook'eth (ranting)
10.06.2025
3 comments
ReleaseTheRampage[OP]
10.06.2025 22:29
LinkThe bad:
I contacted my medical professionals about the recent health issues and they said the most likely cause is lack of proper sleep hygiene. I don't sleep enough and that's causing my body to produce hunger hormones.
"Have you tried using \*insert noise-reducing and sleep-aiding measures I've used for years that are still not enough*?
YES
YES I HAVE
This is like telling a fish to stay hydrated in the middle of the Mojave desert!!! MY PARENTS DO NOT ****ING CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO DESPERATE I'M RANTING ON FLIPANIM.COM THAT'S HOW BAD IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReleaseTheRampage[OP]
10.06.2025 22:29
LinkThe ugly:
I'm losing 4-5 HOURS of sleep every other day. I get woken up by my ffffffffffffamily and then I can't fall asleep because I'm so goddamn hungry. I eat. I try to fall back asleep. I fail. I eat. repeat.
I can't even look myself in the mirror. I struggle to put my binder on. I try exercising. My body is so weak I can hardly coordinate and my asthma doesn't help.
ReleaseTheRampage[OP]
10.06.2025 22:29
LinkThe good:
For the third time in my life... as my physical/mental health hits a historical low I run into my favorite artist again online and my life is changed for the better. I don't know how much I should elaborate on that but it's very good. It's helping me crawl out of this mental health abyss.