First off, I'm not cutting myself over flipanim likes. I have other shit going on too y'know (which, yes, I could've made more clear before) but that doesn't mean you guys should just be assholes about it just because it was a misunderstanding?? I'm a fvcking child for crying out loud you look immature for making jokes about the situation. You're making it worse, calling me names and such. I didn't even end up cutting myself after all because my family convinced me otherwise BECAUSE THEY CARE. If it weren't for them maybe I would've cut myself over being a complete misfit. I don't fit in. Anywhere I go someone always has something to say about how I look or how I act and whatnot. Everybody I know is always hiding something.

I'm literally a child and have a long life ahead of me. Making jokes and shit is just making it worse when I'm GENUINELY ALREADY HURTING ENOUGH. Grow up. You're not funny. People have feelings, and I'm no exception. Yes, I'm immature. But I'm still little, ofc I'm not fully mature yet. "but didn't you just become a teenager" yes but that doesn't mean I'm instantly more mature and shit. Please for the love of god cut the jokes. Again, I wasn't planning on cutting over FA likes. I was planning on doing it over personal reasons I've already established. Lets just set this aside, please.

I'm sorry, who else am I supposed to vent to? My parents get real worries when I even bring up the thought of cutting, I fear they'll call the cops or some crazy shit. My therapist doesn't help, its not their fault though. I think I just need a more "advanced" therapist. This is the only site I can think of at this point.

Also I don't "just want attention" <\3