Before I go
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EeveeLove1236 
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553
24.01.2024
46 comments
EeveeLove1236[OP]
24.01.2024 00:16
LinkEeveeLove1236[OP]
24.01.2024 00:20
LinkFirst off, I'm not cutting myself over flipanim likes. I have other shit going on too y'know (which, yes, I could've made more clear before) but that doesn't mean you guys should just be assholes about it just because it was a misunderstanding?? I'm a fvcking child for crying out loud you look immature for making jokes about the situation. You're making it worse, calling me names and such. I didn't even end up cutting myself after all because my family convinced me otherwise BECAUSE THEY CARE. If it weren't for them maybe I would've cut myself over being a complete misfit. I don't fit in. Anywhere I go someone always has something to say about how I look or how I act and whatnot. Everybody I know is always hiding something.
EeveeLove1236[OP]
24.01.2024 00:24
LinkI'm literally a child and have a long life ahead of me. Making jokes and shit is just making it worse when I'm GENUINELY ALREADY HURTING ENOUGH. Grow up. You're not funny. People have feelings, and I'm no exception. Yes, I'm immature. But I'm still little, ofc I'm not fully mature yet. "but didn't you just become a teenager" yes but that doesn't mean I'm instantly more mature and shit. Please for the love of god cut the jokes. Again, I wasn't planning on cutting over FA likes. I was planning on doing it over personal reasons I've already established. Lets just set this aside, please.
EeveeLove1236[OP]
24.01.2024 00:29
LinkI'm sorry, who else am I supposed to vent to? My parents get real worries when I even bring up the thought of cutting, I fear they'll call the cops or some crazy shit. My therapist doesn't help, its not their fault though. I think I just need a more "advanced" therapist. This is the only site I can think of at this point.
EeveeLove1236[OP]
24.01.2024 00:29
LinkAlso I don't "just want attention" <\3
theres literally people younger than you that are cutting over more serious issues
Obviously i think self harm is serious but i was worried for days until she came back, im glad she didnt do it though cause its addicting
but no ones gonna take you seriously if youre venting about not getting enough likes on your billionth pomni drawing
It’s just an incredibly strange thing to say, in my opinion. No one’s response to self harm should be “people have it worse than you” even if you have good intentions. I don’t know the situation but it just sounded.. strange out of context. I apologize if I misunderstood something. People on this site tend to be insanely insensitive for fun. It’s good you were concerned though, even if you think they were being immature. It just sounds like they have other problems and chose to focus their emotions on the one that’s easier to deal with, honestly.
sorry its how my mom treats my problems i think shes rubbed off on me. like literally i was sobbing at dinner because i didnt want to eat and she just said "at least you arent a kid in Palestine burying your family"
I’m sorry she treats you that way, I hope she learns to respect your feelings at some point. But I do think you should take a few seconds to think about how other people feel before you harass them for… not having serious enough problems? It’s an incredibly harmful way of thinking especially if you’re applying it to someone who’s considering harming themself over it.
Yeah, but why to an online site with strangers? It's honestly kind of your fault for posting this ngl venting to a bunch of strangers is not the best choice
If it matters I'm really glad you didn't end up doing it. It doesn't matter what caused you to feel that, it's still a serious issue regardless and people shouldn't be making light of it (in my opinion, people hate me if you want :/). Self harm is a pretty big hole to fall down so I'm really glad, at least for now, you've managed to avoid it <3
Pomni, leave this site. It'll be good for you. This site sucks, especially if you vent or anything on here because the people here are either literal children or immature teenagers. I'm not going to sugarcoat it.
I agree with karizma 110%, i understand venting online, it's like a way to release everything that's been bothering you, i completely understand. but this site of all, is probably one of the worst. the trolls are gonna be everywhere, but there's usually moderation. in this case, i'm pretty sure fa has absolutely 0 moderation, so that makes it all 10x worse. i'd honestly say to leave this site completely, tell no one about where you're going next (if you decide to go somewhere else), because while the people that support you will probably follow you to where you move to, the trolls may come too.
in short, to keep yourself safe and happy, please leave. we value your happiness much much more than seeing your posts.
ur a little kid get off this cesspool lmao.
get a better therapist and trust your parents.
like u said you got a long life or whatever dont waste it feeling pity for yourself and actually work to better your life. dont seek actualization from others, get it from yourself and you will ultimately be a better person for it