update i’m literally not allowed to quit according to my whole family so ok

if i don’t go today i won’t learn any of the stuff and that’s basically quitting. i don’t even care maybe i’ll be in a better headspace next year and do the musicals next year

i just need a break but god i feel so lazy

the thought of quitting feels like such a relief but it also makes me cry

if i quit musical i’ll be disappointed in myself, my parents will be sad, my grandparents who were so enthusiastic about watching me will be sad, my director who saw so much potential in me will miss me