inflict pain on my disgusting
by:
Deimos-Da-man 
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26.10.2023
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Deimos-Da-man[OP]
26.10.2023 06:28
Linki hate how i miss those who hurt me mentally.
i hate how i want someone to cut my arms up for me
i hate how i dont want to die but want to suffer losely until death
i hate how i want someone to make me bleed and abuse the wounds however they so please
i hate these intrusive thoughts
Deimos-Da-man[OP]
26.10.2023 06:31
Linki was just thinking about having a sh ses
but then i remembered i dont even got a bed to lay on
Deimos-Da-man[OP]
26.10.2023 06:41
Linkok i did some missing work
now im gonna lay down and just try to sleep through these feelings
maybe tomorrow ill make a private anim for them.
goodnight
I actually have dreams about I friend a dropped a year ago
It’s always she acts nice to me and gets confused when I leave or call her out on what she said to me
And it always ends with me leaving or not choosing to be friends w her
I’m glad even in my subconscious I know what’s best for me and that she was a horrible person
I never missed people who have hurt me but I can understand the sentiment other people could
It’s not as easy as “they were bad to you, so why like them”