Im so sleepy goodbye and im okay

So many people are so nice to me but i just never open anyway and im sorry i dont want to look pathetic like im sulking right now but i dont jnow how to tell everyone directly that i probably wont tell them anything thats troublint me

I love all of mt friends so much but i havent been a good friend i don't think im fit to have friends like everyone else im jusr not good

All i do is worry people and then when they offer me help i dont take it so its really all my fault that im so depressed all of the time i don't deserve any of these nice things people do for me i feel so incredibly guilty anytime i vent to someone i just wanna live a nornal life but i keep pushing everyone away abd its all my fault that im so sad all of rhe time and everything is jusr so so tiring even talking to people i love just feels like a chore and im just being distant with everyone idk i just reallt hate myself and i dont deserve any of this kindness people show me i dont think i can have friends im srry ive been bad im so tired i want to be better and i want to be a good friend but im too tired and alone all the tine and i hardlt talk to people sometimes j have to force myself to talk to others a lot of the time

Bro it hurts so bad and this is the knee i already ****ed up really bad at the skatepark years ago 😭😭😭 bruh ts was healed now its gonna be really bad again omg it hurts so bad im gonna go to the nurse when i get to school before i gotta tutor