i want to like. Say something

why is everything so difficult for me sobs

dude i hate needing constant reassurance i ssound like an attention seeker

okay erm here fine I will say it and then go to bed. I have rehearsals tomorrow after school so I won't be online until later. haha funny n sad sessioj. Its okim feeling ok I just need to let this out before it builds up and then I really don't feel ok. Anyways ummbdvghmnghv like I hate how I look I try to be more positive on my appearance but literally I've been bullied for it so much its impossible and I am having a hard time wondering why people like me and want to hang out with me when I look like this I look weird and stupid um i have more I need to say but I don't know if I should say it but I dongkniw. Okay maybe I'll say it I dointknow um. I here we gk. Okay so like I don't get why someone would genuinely love me when I look like this like I look so bad bro I don't get it. This isn't a vent it's just. I don't understand. Why would u love someone that look like me like I am in no way attractive and bro i look goofy. okay there. Again not a vent just a ramble because I don't want it build up

anyways gjys. Time to be awesome me.

does an awesome backflip because I am THE AWESOMEST

I CNT ITS SO DUMB

BUT ITS LIKE A RANT THING AND ITS STUOID