i jus dont know what to do

im never gonna get better dude its the same thing over and over again

and i only get worse every cycle

im gona be sick

what da heck 😂✌️

iwant to talk to my friends so bad but i cant do it i cantt

shoudl i just ask to be admitted to a mental hospital already omgthis is so embarrassing im endinf it

i cant just text my parents "hey i need u guys to send me to a mental hospital🥺" thats actually so so embarrassing i need to die

they are for sure gonna think im asking just to get out of gym class bro im crine **** this i just need to attempt for real this time

i feel so bad tho cause this is my dad's week off i cant just ruin it by being sent to some mental facility

im probably gonna ask tomorrow morning if im being honest.and if they dont believe me ill just overdose in the school bathroom or something idgaf

this is not me suicide baiting guysi need to go to a mental hospital before i end up doing somethinf crazy and if they just straight up dont believe me then i odnt have any other option idk what to do

wait suicide baiting isnt the word i mean guiltripping sory

i lov tweek from south park ive never felt more seen. more young paranoia rep NOW!!! more characters taking irrational paranoia seriously NOW!!!!!