when I was a kid I was a tree in a play one of the best things I did

my brain is still slow from last night that was very strong

I slept until 3 pm and I'm still ready to sleep it's 6 pm

why am I so dry today and yesterday high me is the worst yesterday when I was playing vrchat I was just sitting there silently and my friends were asking why I was so quiet... muslim Kenny asked where my evil twin brother elyk was everyone hates me and Muslim kenny is never gonna play among us with me again cries hard

I need an energy drink if we play tonight if he still even wants to heh... need to prove to everyone that I'm not a boring loser who sits there silently I'm so bad at jokes when I'm high I make raymond holt jokes no one laughs

yesterday a femboy on vrchat called me a good boy... I liked it

I'm so sad I miss my vrchat friends no one likes me I'm such a loser and I let everyone down I used to be so funny and cool.......... I miss qwirks and Muslim Kenny idk if Muslim Kenny just never got on or if I didn't stay online long enough I'm such a loser neither of them are gonna play vrchat with me again.........

qwirks hasn't been on in like 3 days I'm so sad so sad for some reason among us died it's so inactive tonight and for whay

I'm sad and I'm empty this must mean I'm kyle from south Park like blake from workaholics

is this you killing yourself or a recording of my house