of all p laces I have finals, and i cannot remeber the formula of circumfrence I have no idea if norman even wants to be my friend anymore Ive known him longer than nick too, we used to call our sekves the golden trio, even after i stopped protesting openly, even after i obbessed over nick, even after norman had to strain everything to keep us all intact, but no w nicks gone, THE last thing he said to me was "yeah" not bye not im sorry not hey wanna hang out sometime, sorry for ****ing you over, buts okay because at least everyone knows your name BLAINE ATALEX CIPHER lmao at least everyome knpws you arent single and met a guy you ACTUALLY were fond of and no one knows that he left you and is probably cyber ****ing another girl, because lets face it, B, you havent dated anyone without them cheating on you af least once So here i am ttying to not relapse not to stab scissors into my arm because the only time i feel pretty is when im covered in my own blood and when i talk to you I think im going crazy a li

ve had three accidental ods on setraline this year, somehow, even though i have only taken one at a time I for sure have an eating disorder I hate myself so much For once is it too much to ask for one person to stay by alex left me for five months, then three weeks, then two months Morgan ****ed six girls while with me Lmao Kinda impressive ngl Mia is still missing Noah tried to send me to converstion therapy, cheated on me with a sweet blonde girl, tried to convert me a bit too super transphobic and homophobic :/ Aspyn she cheated on me with three guys once in colorado too, she lied a lot, stood me up twice, caught her the day we were supposed to go out with another guy

Mushy, litterally the first day me and her got together ended up finding her making out with another chick Nick lmao, he lead me on for nine months, i thought he was the love of my life, he was kind and respectful and gentle and funny holy **** he was so funny and then he left didnt even tell me he didnt feel the same. He told.my ****ing friend then told her not to tell, it was only after the second month of him avoiding me she caved and told me everything i havent spoken to him solidly since april, since my birthday, We never offically went out but i mean, he met my parents, my dad even, he got along with my sisters he let me cry in his arms jesus and now i cant even look at him without resenting him i trusted him I trusted you