talk to me or your straight

going to mindlessly rant now seeing as I litterally cannot not emotionally handle infodumping

anyways,,, I gen don't know how to like get this woman to come online like I gen need to talk to her abt this and like sort it out bc I don't want to to do this she ****ed up so she leaves for three weeks again its draining and super snnoying but like maybe shes busy idk I get confrontation is hard and I empathize with her but still,,,maybe don't add me to your private story and then brag abt how you cheated on me? just a thought dot dot dot im completely over her tbh I lost feelings a long time ago [she stopped comming online and I tried to preserve whatever semblance of our "relationship" we still had going but she gen like idk takes me for granted but then again im assuming so i may be wrong abt that but she treats me like im not her partner and fetishsizes me for my disorders and that was kinda an ick day one dot dot dot along with that, she like presents herself as this like great normal above bare minium person but she is so,,, like,,, I feel like she's lying, IM gasligghting myself into beileve ju

believing just because she is a good person she TREATS me good but she doesnt and I need to accept that and get over it because the only thing im stuck on is the inconsistant personality she displays, I dont even love her I never did I realize now I was just attached [which is weird for me irls know how much of an affectionate lover I am and how I put my partners on these pedestals and get so ****ing suprised when they are actually shit people and the rose tint fades..]

Hi mylene I know you like to come on here to check on me bc you know I only vent here we're done, we have been for a while,,, like,,maybe don't ghost your partners at every sign of conflict thx you know how much I have going on and I dont need this either GUYS DID THAT SOUND CONFIDENT

honestly they look so crunchy /pos

sent it dot dot dot