this year will end so much better. trust. trust. haha. looking at the camera.. TRUST. TRUSR. TRUST. TRUST

HAHA YEAH HEY everyones online right now. you sensed it. my Online Powers….. thank you for being with me i lava you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ MY BUDDAYYY. MY BROTHHERRRR.

HIIIIIIIIIIII

i keep losing but the small wins are worth it, i think? sure i just lost 3 years to a person who never took the time to Know Me or See me authentically, someone I imagined a family with… um. But also… i’m not in that situation anymore!!!!! that is SOMETHING. my future is bright and filled with sparkles and people who know me and love me. maybe he’s out there in the world telling people whatever about me, assuming he talks about me at all. i would assume he Doesn’t. but it’s not something i need to think about anymore? he made those decisions, this is the one im making now. mm.

these past two years have been simeaultaneously the best and the worst. the good parts keep me going. im grateful to have people who will support me and have my back. im realizing so many things about my relationship. about myself and about him, and it’s all just…… its all yikes. haha…. i was SO young and naive when we started. but I have good things going for me right now and i’m going to spend the time I have being single to be whoever I want to be. :-)…?