Hi I'm not sure much what I'm feeling anymore Its either stupidly strong emotions or I just dont know Considering beating the absolute shit out of this girl at school I really want to hurt another kid at school to get him to leave me alone but at the same time I want to be friends with him I hate him so much My classes have been pretty boring Band is. I dunno I just want to quit I cant do it Math is incredibly boring and a bit difficult. Ela is fine I guess. But we had to talk about our fears and why they are "allurig" but my fears arent alluring. And pe sucks. I dont like it.

People should start to see that I'm better than them. They have no right to walk all over me. Most of they time they don't even acknowledge my existence and that pisses me off. I want people to love me or to fear me. Fear is fun. It's funny to see people be scared of you as you walk by them.