i have sooo muchh thingies ... i have lk 80 billion doctors appointments and im takingthe sat and th.. GH and i have to fly for 6 hours for my FAM! and then fly 6 hours back and t my birthday and i have to change my lice ents.. and .. my.. coun sell or..

their puttin g a little robot on my heart to track my .. like. idk. heart patterns bcecaus we looveeeeee having heart palpitations for 6 hours! honestly its never that bad anymore but it happened last week because i got too excited at an lmk edit my heart like exploded. inmy chest. but i doubt itll happen again with the little Machine

least excited for 6 hour flig.. like. im only going for TWO DAYS. i leave6 am wednesday and and fly back saturday morning... and it. its.. SIX HOURS.. and im on like the worst airplan company ever.... im going to crash. and die.. but my cousin said she'll give me good omens stickers and thats the only reason im going on this endeavor.. also because i need a break

gh.. tummy hurt so bad. i had an interestin g conversation with my dad. he wants to cut communication between me and my best friend because he tells me to get .. mental help for my mental.. problems? he says if it was up to him he'd cut it off. but he's not because he .. "respects" me.. . like thats supposed to be any different. i dont think that should be on the table at all

their so adamant that my mental health is result of my deteriorating physical condition.. because then its MY FAULT. denying that means that its THEIR FAULT. which on some levels its true that poor physical health reflects on someones mental state. i dont even think they've considered that my eating habits and lack of.. ERM! hygene is BECAUSE i literally do not care about myself like that.. lol.. if i did those things better it probably WOULD improve my state... but also.. my mental state CAUSES me to eat little and not take care of myself.. so which one should i fix first.. like

me when i capitalize words at random ❤️ yayy! ok i didnt mean to talk this much ive been in a haze this week that i just got out of for some reason.. i go through periods of not thinking and while i was leaving school today i was suddenly hit by THOUGHT.. i was like omg thinking is so fun and awesome i should do this all the time! so i have a lot of things to think about that i ahevnt been thinking about..