It's a she, and right now she is anxious.

I'm also anxious rn..

This is why I still linger onto people who betrayed me. I am a Golden Retriever. I can see the good in people, but this is why I do not like this side of me. I can be soo protective of my friends that I can not realize what is going on and become gullible to ANY (and I mean ANY) given information about a person.

This has been going on since I lost my (so called) boyfriend, Joey. Sure I was like 7 at the time, but he meant a LOT to me, just like someone other peeps rn...

It got worse when I turned 10 and discovered Roblox...man I grew so attached to people I met...I will not give out users/names.

This is why I do not post daily. I try to make sure my friends and family are okay. But...it's really hard at the moment with everything going on. I would not involve school with this, but, sadly it does have an effect...

God, school is fun, but sometimes it gets in the way...I wish I will recover from this or at LEAST get better at this next year...

Most of this happened on Discord/Roblox, but it spread to here...as seen in one of my drawings...

Oh well...

Here is a song that made me confident enough to say this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xrbV-6x5E-0

Do you know what line made me confident? Listen closely and you'll here "I'm a worthless human being." Ik that is NOT the lyric, but it sounds like it.