self indulgnace or nah
7 comments
Subtle-Anxiety[OP]
25.06.2019 17:49
LinkI can never finish any stories I make because I want to give them happy endings because I just want it to be nice, but I also want it to be good and I feel like Ill get judged for being too indulgent and "unrealistic" or some shit,, but the fact that happiness is unrealistic is why Im writing it!!! so I can have some happiness for once!!! but ugh I just want to impress others too much
Subtle-Anxiety[OP]
25.06.2019 17:52
Linklike, should everyone die??? or should people be able to resolve things and get help and live their lives??? should I indulge in the fantasy that one day I can do the same and move on from my problems??? rather than the unhealthy vision that the only way I can escape is killing all the bad memories and then myself??? idk, which one would get the best rating?
Subtle-Anxiety[OP]
25.06.2019 17:55
Linkeverything thats been popular recently has just been 'dystopian' stories that are really just representing real life and how ****ed we all are, cause we can relate to it. but we need happiness too. we need hope. and everyone thinks that happy sappy shit is childish and so its even less encouraged and any happy stories that are written now either are shit and just badly written or wrong, or they dont get the publicity they need
Subtle-Anxiety[OP]
25.06.2019 17:58
LinkI want more stories with healthy endings. with real emotional connections between characters. the only things that are happy nowadays are kids stuff and they are all terrible. I need something good for once. once you grow up all the content that is 'appropriate' for you to consume is action, drama, romance, horror, and they always make you feel bad cause tons of horrible shit happens in them all. the only good thing is comedy really but even that is contaminaited with tons offensive or just straight up bad content
Subtle-Anxiety[OP]
25.06.2019 18:00
Linkpeople only produce things for profit now and everything is bad. I wish people could create just to create again. that it wasnt a competition of 'skill' set up with bad standards and that the only motivation now wasnt money and making it to the next day alive.
Subtle-Anxiety[OP]
25.06.2019 18:05
LinkI wish art didnt exist just for profit now
Dexchu
28.06.2019 07:14
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