VENT:Days i hate having ADHD
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lemonqueen4 
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24.03.2022
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lemonqueen4[OP]
24.03.2022 14:56
LinkContext:I hate putting myself in contests or adutions due to my artstyle not being as good as others then when somebody says"sorry you didnt win or you didnt get the part :<"it doesn't help my Anxiaty or Deppretion Or My Self esstem I HATE putting myself out there cause if i do maybe i'll do good but then again i'll just make myself feel like a enbersment or make me think"Why did i do this"
lemonqueen4[OP]
24.03.2022 14:57
LinkIk i dont post vents but i needed to this time.
IK its probuly just me and it wasnt for my style or anything but those 3 things Anxiaty,Depretion and Self Esstem Get in the way.
It's Such a pain when you put your heart into something only for it to be hated or declined
Your fear gets in the way of what you wanna do and you act diffrent and when you get declined your A,D,SE Makes it to be your fault
Yes and I just told a boy I liked them and now they hate me- so yeah......
Mine was single but I was their friend anddd I probaly just ruined the friendship......My life is just GREAT
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Ykw my guy, I understand where you are coming from and the art world isn't easy
you have to mess with your skills some, and that's how you get better, if you don't like something about your art or something like that mess with it
I'm not saying dump what you have going on entirely that's just dumb
but you take what you like
and you expand it
make people go "omg how emahgerd"
you've gots to try and improve
you can't just stick at one spot and just chill there, improvement is crazy my guy
Anxiaty will ruin that but thanks :)
I may use less black i'll try that rn and we'll see how to commuity reacts to it