ooh yeah :heart eyez emojie: i keep havign flashbackz 2 dayz that pretty much scarred me ALL OF THEM including him and all of them either caused or made worse by him !!!!! yayayyayy <3333333

this iz one o tha timez iWANT ppl 2 comment on my ventz okai iz this,,,,,,normal????? im having nightmarez abt the same person, the same situation each time. whenever i think abt him i just get so. upset,,,,mad, anxious, scared. i kinda miss him but i never wanna talk 2 him. i miss the OLD him!!!!!!!! all of my deamz EVERY DAY for the past few monthz iz him acting like we're friendz and me telling him that he ****ed up my mental health and that he hurt me. i want him 2 know that. i dont want him 2 think we're still friendz i dont want him around me i want him to know how bad he'z hurt me so he wont ever talk to me again i want space. hez hurt me and max we've been friendz since second grade i just dont understand why he hatez me so much now and i think im better off not knowing

nother thing 2 complain abt b4 i go 2 sleep since itz,,,,,,,,,3am,,,,,,,,,,,,,,today i hada deal w/ company since we went 2 watch a baseball game at my godparent'z house nn everyone waz screaming and iishjdhej huge sensory overload momence and now we gotta do it AGAINNN TOMORROWWWW TWO DAYZ IN A ROW OF GROWN MEN SCREAMING "YYYYEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAA BAYBEEEEEEEEEEEEE **** YEEEEEEEAAAAAA LETZ GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" AZ LOUD AZ THEY CAN