No one cares till your so close to dying. that's just life :/ even when they say they care it's a rare chance they would actually care. no one cares right? if people cared they would be nice to me. they would smile when I smile. Sadly that's not many people. Only some friends and family that I don't get to see as often as I'd like. No one else. No, I'm not trying to be edgy, and no I'm not being fake and I'm not seeking attention. Shut up. I hate school more than anything. all people do is shout at you and it's even worse when you have depression, people say your fake. you don't even know if you're real anymore. you don't matter, your barely anything. just like earth. just like life. I don't get it, Life is a gift? it's a bad one I would say. The world is rotten and because I'm spoiled, I'll never get used to it.