Can I use karm
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TsuChan
05.11.2023 04:22
LinkYes you can
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
05.11.2023 04:22
LinkHell yea
TsuChan
05.11.2023 04:26
LinkI will of course be using my lovely boy Matthew. So whas the theme? I know he's gonna be a sugar daddy and he's pretty rich so...
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
05.11.2023 04:29
LinkMy man’s probably matched with her on an app for hookups or something- maybe he wanted a little company
TsuChan
05.11.2023 04:33
LinkSeems pretty in character for someone who can barely feel love, where will they meet? Should she just come straight to his Villa or would they meet at like a restaurant or something?
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
05.11.2023 04:38
LinkHell yea I got it on point 😌
Im sure she’d want to be spoiled so probably at a restaurant
TsuChan
05.11.2023 04:41
LinkUnderstandable, should I start us off?
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
05.11.2023 04:41
LinkYes please
TsuChan
05.11.2023 04:42
LinkAight!
Matthew stood by the door of a nice, fancy restaurant. He had dressed well for the occasion, and kept glancing down at his phone, as if he were waiting on someone. He sighed with a smile and looked around, realizing he had never really been to this restaurant, but it looked really nice. He was wondering why she picked this place to meet up, but he didn't care.
A shorter woman with hair that stuck out due to its baby pink color made her way over. She wasn’t overdressed for the occasion but wasn’t underdressed either, not a healthy mix of the two but pretty close. She just wanted to look good and comfortable. She seemed pretty timid and soft spoken but she gave the impression of someone who was well put together. She tapped his shoulder and looked around, hoping in her gut she had the right guy
He looked down to see her, I quizzical expression spread across his face as he examined her. Not in a bad way, she just seemed different from the normal people he met up with. He smiled warmly and greeted her appropriately.
"Ahh, you must be my date? My name is Matthew, it's lovely to meet you in person."
He said softly, offering his hand.
A gentle, friendly smile grew on her face and she shook his hand with hers, covered in bandages up to her wrist. She sorta gently moved her arm, it was either she didn’t have much strength in her arm to shake his hand or she just didn’t want to seem too excited. “Y-Yes that’s me, m-my name is Karma, it’s my ple-pleasure”
Personally, he didn't mind how she acted, but he admired her elegance. He was observing the menu, and soon set it down, adjusting his glasses before bringing his gaze back to her. He thought for a second before speaking.
"You don't have to act all fancy, dear."
He said, though they had just met in person, he knew her a little from their text messages. She definitely didn't seem the type to be all uptight and fancy.
Karma caught his gaze and narrowed her own before hesitantly nodding. Her personality was a mix of sweet and sour honestly, so him giving her the permission to relax made her feel less awkward. She cleared her throat and mumbled an apology before speaking a tad bit louder..seems her voice is stuck at a constant soft level “Sorry- yo-you’re just being really sweet- I don’t e-expect it”
He chuckled softly at her response, his demeanor was very calm and softspoken, and his attitude was friendly enough, but his eyes shared a different story. There was something off about him. He seemed like he had another side to him, something extremely dark. Though his medications did well enough to cover that up. His gaze was if he were staring at his prey, but he remained completely nonchalant otherwise.
"It's no problem. I try to be as polite as I can with these things. I wouldn't want you to have a bad time with me."
He nudged her menu over to her.
"I'll be paying of course, so pick anything you'd like."
She swallowed. Hard. Getting an odd feeling in the pit of her stomach. She wasn’t a stranger to those kinds of eyes though so part of her felt like she was just over reacting. She honestly should’ve listened to her gut though. She scanned the menu and bit her lip, her head running with thoughts before she kinda mumbled “Anything?”
"Of course."
He smiled, realizing that something was wrong with her reaction. It had been a while since he had medicated himself, so he was probably getting a bit... scary. He leaned back for a second, trying to soften his gaze, but that monster inside of him couldn't really be hidden. He felt the urge to apologize, he wasn't really a bad person, but...
Karma scanned over the side with the beverages, and smiled a little. She tried not to do it in public because it was so embarrassing but she didn’t even know half the time, her tail just sorta..wagged a little. She noticed that he was leaning away and so her response was to move her chair a little closer to his and take his hand in hers quietly. She has the kind of mindset that if someone is looking down then you should always comfort them even if it’s a misunderstanding
A look of slight surprise spread across his face, followed by a very warm smile. That malicious look in his eyes quickly faded as he adjusted his glasses again, honestly getting a little nervous, though of course he didn't show it. No one had ever consoled him like that, even if it was just taking his hand. He glanced off, before returning his gaze to her.
Karma looked up to him as well and gave him a gentle smile, she was thinking he was just a little nervous about this date and honestly he seemed pretty new to this sort of thing so it made sense. She squeezed his hand lightly as affirmation before she pointed to a cocktail on the menu “W-Want to try this with me?”
"I'd love to."
He replied gently, with a smile that was truly at ease now, he really felt calm with this girl, and he couldn't explain why yet, put simply, she intrigued him. He wasn't expecting to meet anyone like this on a Sugar Daddy/Baby dating app. He waited for a waiter to pass by, before kindly asking them for 2 Raspberry Frappés. He loosened his posture a little, a sign that he had let himself get comfortable with the date.
Her tail sorta tucked in out of nervousness, criticizing herself in her head over and over because of how stupid she sounded. She still smiled though, so although she was nervous it was easy to conceal. She shrugged a bit “Ju-just wanted to try something new an-and ended up liking it- it’s nice to g-get out of the house”
His cheeks flushed lightly as well, glancing off. He didn't know what it was about this lady, but he kinda connected with her. He slowly took his gaze off of her, looking over at the waiter.
"A-Ah.. our drinks are coming."
This isn't normal behavior for him, even he seemed a little shocked by himself, but.. he was fine with it, in fact he was even more intrigued with her now.
"A wonderful choice, dear. Such a gorgeous drink, I've never had anything this fancy!"
He happily chuckled, taking a sip, it was extremely good. He obviously hadn't had anything like it before, he was more of a vodka and soda guy in his prime. In fact he hadn't drank in a while, but this felt.. good. It felt right sharing a drink with her.
Karma had a sip herself..and then one large swig. Girl likes to drink..lil too much. She let out a relieved sigh and a small giggle “F-Fancy? Fancy m-might be a little exaggerated but I-it is nice huh?” She had this warm attitude that was kinda hard not to like, honestly I get where he’s coming from 😞
"Absolutely, I'd do anything for a change every once in a while."
He chuckled at her sudden change of attitude, the alcohol hit her quick, and it was beginning to set in for him. He leaned in slightly closer to her, his face not too far from hers, he was kinda just staring into her eyes.
"Pretty eyes, doll.."
"No reason to be nervous hun."
He presence was calming, he just kinda kept staring at her, he wanted to reach out and touch her face, but he didn't want to scare her, so he didn't. His eyes were extremely soft now, as if he were carving a wooden figure with precision and care. It was honestly kinda eery, but it felt oddly wholesome and lighthearted, it's just how he showed interest in something.
Karmas lip trembled again as she let him stare, it's not that she was embarrassed to be looked at it was just something she struggled with. She played with her hands nervously as she inched closer, almost close enough to where their noses touched. She was trying to initiate a kiss but was definitely having a hard time
Karma stared at his hand for a second before taking it and standing up. She looked around self consciously, tugging on the ends of her dress with her free hand, suddenly becoming more aware of how short it was. Her hand shook a little in his as she kept her head down. If she didn’t want to seem desperate she was failing
He noticed her, and brought his hand to her shoulder, gently pulling her close to him. His hand was kinda huge. He caressed her shoulder softly as they walked, they stepped outside, and he signaled to a man in a white suit. It was his ride.
"I figured we'd be drinking so I had my driver ready. I can't handle my alcohol very well."
He chuckled softly as the car pulled up. It was a pricey car, but nothing exquisite. Very roomy though.
Karma swallowed. Hard. Doubting herself for a second before taking a deep breath and letting her body relax, even if this went south it wasn’t anything she couldn’t handle…it’d just be a nuisance..and painful. For both parties. She bit her lip and mumbled, pressing her body against his and god she was warm,,like..out on a summer day warm despite it feeling really good outside. This could’ve been her natural body heat considering she wasn’t exactly human orrrrr,,she was feeling the effect of the alcohol way more than any normal person “I-If you need my help getting in I c-can help-“
"I'll be alright, thank you."
He actually opened the door for her, guiding her in. He even made sure she was buckled in before he smiled and closed the door. He hopped in on the other side and buckled in himself.
"My place, please."
He said to the driver, before reclining in his seat, getting comfy.
Karma glanced over to him, her lip was trembling. If she was honest with herself it’d be obvious that this was just lust, although she did find him to be someone she was..interested in. Succubi are creatures of lust so like it or not, they’re usually subconsciously focused on getting dicked down in the back room iykwim. She was currently blinded by her own lust and didn’t even realize it, couldn’t see past her rose tinted glasses “Will- you b-be okay? I- uhm- can go for a while-“
"A while?"
He chuckled softly, looking away. He knew exactly what she meant. He could only ponder it for a second before he answered.
"Hun, I'll be fine. Trust me. I'm more worried about you. You're very warm. It could just be the alcohol, but.."
He took his hand and slowly brushed her hair out of her face, putting his hand on her forehead. His first thought wasn't sex, though I'd be lying if I said that wasn't on his mind. He was more interested in the date itself then the sex. This lady genuinely intrigued him.
She seemed to be kinda flinching this entire date, though was hiding it as best she could. She froze up, now tense and confused, her lips parted a little. It was hard to believe that someone would treat her kindly even out of the view of others. And it was even hate deny that she felt special, it felt like some kinda childhood wish had been granted, it was almost funny. She looked away nervously “I-I’m not sick- I promise.” He was worried..and it stirred something in her
"If you say so, dear."
He took his hand away, sighing gently as he moved it to the side of her head, caressing her cheek. In a way, he felt like protecting this girl right now. He adjusted his glasses, gently turned her hand to face him, and gazed into her eyes. His gaze was almost paternal now, not in a weird way, he just genuinely felt the need to worry about her. He didn't know why yet, but he wanted to find out.
The inside of the car was silent for a few moments, besides the occasional noise of another passing car, or the calm roar of the engine as it accelerated. Matthew loved silence, because it allowed him to think. He simply pondered Karma in his mind for a moment as their gazes met.
As said before, she struggled with eye contact, she’d get so flustered she’d try to look anywhere else. She was so used to looking up and seeing eyes filled with hatred or disgust, or even worse were eyes that only saw past her clothes. Her lip trembled as he looked at her, the longer he did, the shakier she got. Rubbing her thighs together nervously she tried to act a little less nervous, biting her lip “You’re focused,,wh-what are you thinking about?”
"I don't know. I guess I'm just trying to figure you out."
He said with a smile, completely genuine. He had hardly taken a glance at her body, besides her outfit and her scars.
"If it makes you uncomfortable, I can stop. It's just.."
He seemed to hesitate here, like he was thinking of how to word what he was about to say.
"You're very unique. Unlike anyone I've ever met before, I'm simply curious."
This was true, he'd never seen anyone melt in his grip the way she had, or anyone so nervous, it was honestly adorable, but it was more than that. This girl had been through a lot, and that was an understatement. He could see it, and he had an affinity for the unknown.
Karma kinda laughed nervously, tucking some hair behind her ear and she was back to being tense. It wasn’t necessarily his fault, she just thought she was letting her guard down a little too much. She couldn’t help it though, genuinely acting like a puppy when she was happy was just like..in her genes. She hesitantly leaned in to rest her head on his shoulder “It’s okay..I-I don’t mind- it’s just a bit embarrassing is all”
"It's okay, I understand completely."
He said, turning his gaze away as she rested on his shoulder. He had a soft smile on his face, and his presence was oddly warm and comforting right now. He wanted to let her know it was okay to act that way around him, but he knew all too well about trust issues. It was more complicated than that and he knew it, so he respected it. His shoulder was surprisingly sturdy for his size, he was a little more than meets the eye himself...
He genuinely didn't know how to respond to that, but you could see his face immediately light up. A blush that was barely visible before had formed across his face. He was experiencing an emotion he wasn't usually able to feel. Was this what he saw earlier that intrigued him? His feelings were overriding one another, on one hand, he wanted to protect her, and be that missing piece in her life, but on the other hand, he wanted to see the pretty color of her eyes glimmer as he broke her physically and then praised her as he kissed each and every one of her scars... Ah, but he was getting carried away with his thoughts. This felt right though. He would just have to see how this night would go.
Karma glanced up at him and chuckled softly, although she was used to men getting flustered around her she’d just never get used to how cute it could be. She laid her head back down in his shoulder, she really liked how warm he was and decided to be nice and quiet till they got there so he could enjoy her company
He did the same, letting them silently enjoy each other's company. He sighed softly and it seemed like his tenseness all faded away as he got more and more comfortable around her. He gazed out the window, they were getting close to his place. He smiled and glanced back to her, making sure she was still nice and cozy against his shoulder.
Someone so kinda and warm, someone who didn’t look at her with fear or disgust. Someone who was genuinely interested around her, that was someone she could see a future with. She didn’t want to get ahead of herself, after all she’s been fooled plenty of times before, but she let her guard down anyway. This was just perfect, exactly what she wanted. If this went right, she hoped it wouldn’t be a temporary fix
He was a genuinely nice guy as long as the medicine nullified his ability to show negative emotion, which was quite often. There would be times though when he'd be without his medicine and he'd be inconsolably enraged. This was on his mind as well, he knew she'd find out eventually, but he pondered telling her now or later, because he didn't want to scare her off. As he pondered the scenarios in his head, he decided to wait, at least until he knew if this would become anything.
Karma sighed happily, not wanting the burden of thinking and just wanting to enjoy his touch. A wholesomeness was absorbing the sexual tension that was just there. She could switch up just as easily but she couldn’t help herself from being like this though, she liked being soft and relaxed. She shifted a little and kissed his neck, giving him a warm smile
He turned to her and smiled, showing her his hand, and then putting it on her head slowly, so she'd be less frightened by it. He patted her head softly, taking the chance to glance into her eyes again. He made up his mind, he had to protect this girl, even if just for tonight. He wanted nothing more than to praise her, but he didn't want to spoil the wholesome moment. But.. he simply couldn't help himself.
"My good girl..."
He said softly, leaning in to give her a kiss on the forehead. This felt good.
He moved his hand down to her chin, holding it gently as he gazed into her eyes, watching as they changed into a bundle of different emotions, it was beautiful just how much emotion radiated from just her pretty face. He moved a little closer to her, his face now mere inches from hers, so close that his glasses fogged up a little from the warmth between them. This was different than just lust, he didn't know what it was, but he liked it. He had to voice how he felt.
"I.. I want to keep you safe tonight.. please."
He wanted to hug her tight and never let her go, he wanted desperately to feel her warmth, and let her know that she was safe. He didn't want to advance on her too quickly though, so he hesitated.
Her lips parted and she paused. Oh god for how long had she waited to hear something like that? With no malice or hatred. She didn’t react for a moment, genuinely stunned..at least she thought she didn’t react, until she felt a tear run down her cheek. She tried to smile and nod, but an overwhelming flood of emotions hit her and she moved in to kiss him passionately, mumbling in an almost obsessive manner “Y-Yes, ev-even if it’s just for tonight- o-or for fifty years, k-keep me safe..please-“ her voice cracked a little as she littered his face with small loving kisses “C-Call me y-yours or tell me you love me- even if it’s a blatant lie- I’ll b-believe you”
His smile grew wide, and he chuckled, before a tear rolled down his face in a display of an emotion he didn't really know how to show yet, He gave her a big hug, holding her close, firmly, but gently, another tear rolled down his cheek, but despite his tears, his voice was calm, and filled with love.
"I do, I do genuinely love you. More than I have anyone else... You're my good girl.."
He said, leaning out of the hug just to give her a kiss on the cheek, and then holding her close again. Seems he was obsessed with her too.
All she wanted to do was stay like this, it finally happened, love really was real. She let the loving feeling bubble over and she kissed his cheeks a..a bunch. She didn’t know how else to show how happy she was. Her tail was making a louder thump as it hit the sides of the seat. Her hands ran through his hair as she looked at him, admiring his cute face “I-I can’t- believe th-this is really happening..I fi-finally found it…”
That smile he always showed was gone, and replaced with a face that was a lot more genuine. He wasn't sure how to react, it was all moving so fast. All he knew is that he was genuinely in love with this girl. He adjusted his glasses with his free hand, he didn't want to leave her embrace, but he couldn't just sit in a car all night with her, even if he wanted to. They had been parked outside his house for a few minutes, though it had felt like much longer. He kissed her tenderly, and smiled again.
"W-We should head inside. Are you hungry at all? I can fix us something to eat, since we only had drinks at that restaurant."
Karma giggled a little and nodded, getting off of him so he could leave without having to carry her inside. Her tail started to slow its wag as she shook her head yes “ju-just a bit- im not too hungry- are you sure it won’t be trouble..I-I cant- uhm..eat a lotta actual food other th-than…” she started to mumble, a bit embarrassed “y-y’know…semen..”
"Well I could tell from that unnaturally beautiful spark in your eyes that you aren't human. A succubus, I take it?"
He smiled at her, just as warm as it was before. He genuinely didn't care, that love he felt was real.
"I won't make you a big plate, just something little. Don't be ashamed doll."
He has gotten comfortable enough to call her pet names. He opened the door and offered her his hand, it was slightly misting outside now, and it was dark. His face seemed to brighten everything up, his goofy, innocent smile a stark contrast from the moody night around him and her.
Karma just had a weak but absolutely adoring smile, he was so sweet to her and she loved it. She nodded and took his hand as they got out of the car. Her arms wrapped around his, her cheek rubbing against the upper part of it. She mumbled a little “j-just don’t go overboard..I-I still want you to have enough energy to d-destroy me-“ she was saying it playfully but she was being honest
He glanced away, taken aback by her brazenness, but obviously intrigued. A soft blush blanketed his face as he walked her through the misty night towards his front door. He unlocked it, and guided her inside. It was a lovely place, pictures of foods, spices and different landscapes covered the walls, the living room had a giant TV mounted over a fireplace, with 2 long couches pointed towards it and a few recliners. To the left was a kitchen that was separated from the living room by a counter, there was an island in the middle of it with lots of pots and pans. To the right was a dining room with a table that has already been set. This was only part of the house.
"Please make yourself at home hun. I'll whip us up something to eat real quick. What do you like?"
Karma looked around in awe, really…just wondering how it was so clean. It was stylish too ofc, but that wasn’t her top priority, she kinda let go of him and looked around. Right now she was a bit distracted so she couldn’t really give a proper answer “I-I’m not picky- as long as it’s not too much of it I should get sick..”
Everything was neatly and thoughtfully placed somewhere, even down to the plugs in the wall sockets. He obviously has severe OCD, but he loves chaotic things because it means he can take the time to fix them. It's one of the few things in life that brings him joy anymore, besides cooking, his work, and now Karma.
"Feel free to look around, I'll call you over when dinner's ready."
He put on an apron and stepped into the kitchen with a sigh, everything was right where he'd left it. He'd sometimes wish that when he came home, something was different, but it never was.
When he stepped into the kitchen, he seemed at home. He quickly went to work, preparing a meal that he often made for himself. Simple, yet delicious, two plates of old world style spaghetti. He had almost forgotten to make enough for two, since he was just used to cooking for himself. He definitely seemed in his element, and he was happy to have an audience. He placed the bread in the stove as the pasta was boiling, his movements were delicate, but precise, almost as if it was routine.
"It'll be just a minute, dear!"
Karma giggled a little, he was already calling her pet names and it made her feel so embarrassed. She didn’t dislike it though. Her tail almost mocked the way he moved around the kitchen, absentmindedly following him. This was like one of those movies she watched when she was little where the husband said ‘honey I’m home’ and ‘only the best for you my dear’ it made her smile
(HE'S LITERALLY MINE UGHH!!!)
He soon had two plates of spaghetti with french toast. He sighed as he hung his apron up and brought the two plates over to the counter.
"Dinner's ready! What would you like to drink?"
He asked softly, leaning over the counter and looking over at Karma with a smile, though it was softer and more relaxed than usual, considering he smiles all the time.
(Childhood food of mine, my fav, literally just had it :3. Oh btw Matthew may be rich but he doesn't eat fancy lmao)
"Of course doll."
He walked over to his fridge, pouring her some water, before pouring some for himself. He was rather flustered, but he was able to keep himself contained for now. He couldn't deny that he wanted to rip her to shreds, but he'd mind his manners.
(( BUT FRENCH TOAST IS FOR BREAKFAST,,💔💔 ))
Rip her to shreds please I wanna- I mean what. Anyway. Karma neatly tucked some hair behind her ear as she watched him. She had a doubting thought. I mean. Succubi were meant to be naturally alluring but it wouldn’t last long, even then she was naturally kinda pretty…maybe he was..no. She wanted to distract herself from that thought as much as possible. She went to his side to lean on him and just his scent was enough to make her feel happy once again “yo-you’re warm..are you okay?”
(NO WAIT NOT FRENCH TOAST I MEANT FRENCH 5 CHEESE TOAST- LIKE TEXAS TOAST BUT BETTER- my European ass lmfao)
He wasn't uncontrollably infatuated with her like that, but she did attract him. He was likely warm just thinking of the family life that he never really had. This was nice, cooking for her, he felt like such a househusband.
"Oh, it's nothing. Just enjoying the moment I guess. I've never had anything like this before.."
He blushed softly, a little embarrassed that his emotions were that visible.
(( o h . YOU FREAKED ME OUT I WAS LIKE..THE STUFF UNPUT SYRUP ON!??!! WITH SPAGHETTI!?? ))
karma giggled softly in his ear as she moved a bit to kiss him softly on his neck wrapping her arms around his waist. It was keeping him from setting up the table but he wasn’t gonna do n u t h i n . She wished she could stay like this forever but he must’ve been hungry too so she promised herself..just a minute more, just a minute more all cuddled against him
(NO NOT FRENCH TOAST BLEHH imagine dipping that shit in spaghetti)
He blushed more, he was getting more and more comfy with showing his emotions. He turned to her and embraced her, wrapping his arms around her as well.
"You're such a pretty girl.. thank you for tonight."
Even though it wasn't over yet, he was thankful to have met her.
(( ickkyyyyyy,,,))
She nuzzled her face into his chest, moving his arms righhttt where she wanted them at her hips. She liked that he was so nice to her, but the sweeter he was the guilter she felt. She honestly felt like she was just..existing..and that couldn’t possibly be enough for so many thank yous and kind gestures. She mumbled “u-uhm..i-I’d love to do it again…bu-but let’s eat yea..?”
He couldn't help but show his excitement at the prospect of seeing her again, but he calmed himself, his heart fluttered in his chest a little, and she could hear it. His face, no, his whole body felt weird, but in a good way. What was this feeling? It was more than just wanting to keep her safe, it was more than just wanting her body. As his mind raced, he was able to snap out of it for a moment and give an answer
"Y-Yeah, let's eat."
He didn't want to let go of her though, he just wanted to stay like this, but he hesitated to say anything, he just leaned closer to her.
Karma made a small little whimper, she was holding back too of course, but not for the same reason. She was NOT a common whore, she was NOT a gold digger and she would never call herself a prostitute, but those vile thoughts filled her head the more he leaned in and she was fighting a losing battle right now not to say or do something dirty. All she could do was take his head and kiss it, mumbling “I-I want you to eat first, and w-we can cuddle after..okay?”
Trust me Karma, he would not mind. He smiled gently and pulled away slowly, beginning to set the table, having done it many times before. He pulled her chair out for her. Though he wasn't particularly hungry, and he knew she wasn't either, he found something intimate about cooking and sharing a meal with someone. He pushed her up to the table and sat down himself, ready to enjoy the moment. His gaze was fixated on her, a soft, sweet gaze covering something far more sinister, but not like it was before. He didn't see her as prey, he saw her as his. It's as sweet as it is terrifying.
Karma bit her lip a bit, trying to avoid eye contact because it’d just make the flutter between her legs worse. Her lip quivered as she took a bite..oh god that look in his eyes was DOING THINGS. Listen listen, she’s really into the fear she feels when she’s in danger okay,,,I swear it’s..it’s a thing. She nervously rubbed her thighs together, feeling the dampness move to the chair beneath her and she was WHIMPERING. I mean WHIMPERING. like a puppy who’s trapped in the kennel
(Night hun!!)
Holy ****, yes, this is what he saw in . The ****ing fear in her eyes went herstraight through him. He gazed at her quivering form in front of him, his gaze grew sharper as he admired her losing control of her body, so ****ing cute~
"What's wrong dear?"
He asked softly, yet his words carried some weight. His body temperature was still completely safe and reassuring, but the stark contrast with his gaze was unsettling. It was obvious he didn't want to hurt her, but he would if he had to~
Karma tensed up at the underlying tone, oh g o d. She just tried her best to ignore what he asked, just giving him a little whine and attempting to shove more spaghetti in her mouth as a distraction. Her legs trembled a bit when she glanced back at him, feeling the primal urge to run and hide but God damn he's so ****ing sexy just to stare at.
(language* not temperature lol i was high when i responded)
He remained completely calm, only moving to eat some spaghetti. He picked up his fork, and ate, all while maintaining eye contact.
"What's the rush? Are you that eager for what comes next?~"
His demeanor completely changed, that underlying tone became extremely visible. his eyes.. god his eyes.. he was staring right through her. it was paralyzing. the silence after he spoke was so loud. The smile on his face wasn't his usual smile, it was terrifying. Karma had no idea what kind of monster she set loose with her cute little whimpers and those fear filled eyes of hers.
Karma kinda froze up, she barely got through half her plate before she was nervously fidgeting a little too much to focus on eating. Oh good ****ing lord. She internally prayed for the strength to not be a pathetic little ***** and beg for it because she liked making a game out of it but holy mother of mercy she wanted nothing more than to let him just go at it right away. She swallowed, hard, whining in an almost princess like manner “I-I am nottt!”
His smile grew, that God forsaken smile.. He really was a genuine monster, was he even human? Watching her struggle to contain herself like this, it was really doing something to him. Instead of her teasing him, he'd be the one tormenting her.
"Oh, I see. So you can wait until after we finish dinner then, right?"
He asked softly, purposefully taking his time with his spaghetti, as he'd soon be taking his time with her. It was torture, even for him, but he wanted to see her facade crack before him~
Karma flinched, pouting her bottom lip a little while trying to think of a quick solution but everything she came up with she also came up with possible counters..too many. Too many possibilities that could just be thrown out, she let out a tiny defeated whimper and shook her head no..at least she could get her satisfaction by not saying it straight up
She was too hopeful, he wouldn't even let her have that.
"Words, dear~"
He stared her down still, not even moving, just slowly toying with the spaghetti on his plate. So adorably pathetic~ (you okay with degrading?) A simple shake of the head wouldn't be enough for him. He wanted to hear it. He wanted to hear her struggle to admit it. He wanted to hear her break~
( DEGRADE MORE MOREEEE ONG HE CAN STRAIGHT UP KICK HER IN THE STOMACH AND ILL BE RE READING THIS ANIM EVERY DAY FOR MONTHHSSSS ))
Karmas lip quivered and she got up, returning to his side with a wagging tail. She looked a little dazed, but she managed to whisper quietly while standing before him. “N-No it can’t wait,,” her body was squirming like she was holding back
"So ****ing pathetic.. begging like a ****ing dog. Good girl~"
His voice didn't even sound like him, it sounded like someone much more cruel and sadistic than the Matthew she knew. His hand was still gentle as it rubbed her shoulder, pulling her close to him. But his face, those eyes, that smile, it was all screaming danger. Just what dark, demented things did he have planned for the poor girl?
She was tense, and nervous of course…so so nervous. For their first time she didn’t mind getting kinky, she really liked it after all, she just hoped it’d be easy for him to tell when she genuinely felt uncomfortable or in too much pain. She really was like a dog though, no matter how much you hurt her she seemed to always come back, that much was evident just from the amount of old wounds on her body. She whimpered a little, she was more into praise than degradation but this isn’t up to her- she got on her knees and laid her head over his lap, looking up at him with her pretty doll like face and a needy squirming body. She was trying to submit while she still could so she didn’t have to wait
"You'll have to repeat yourself, louder this time, I'm not sure if I heard you right."
He leaned down to face her. The sheer malice radiating off of his face would be enough to have me melting into the floor, so I can only imagine how Karma must be feeling. Being in his embrace was still oddly comforting. He knew when too much was too much, and though he's fully in control here, he wants to go at her pace. He moved a hand up to her chin, and gently held it. guiding her gaze closer to his.
"Do it, and I may give you a treat for being such a good girl."
Karmas whole body paused, like I said eye contact can do things to this poor girl, make her shiver more than a vibrator at max can. Her lip quivered and her tail started to wag again, harder than before, she looked excited, desperate and full of energy whining perfectly for him while on her hands and knees. She raised her voice but because of damage to her vocals whenever she raises it, it either cuts out like when ur losing your voice or just barely sounds any louder than her normal voice. “Pl-Please! I c-can’t wait- I-I want it now”
He slowly pulled away from her, that smile of his calmed itself a little as he tugged at his pants line, teasing her in a slow strip.
"We should probably take this somewhere a little more comfortable.. or are you so desperate that you can't even make it to the bedroom?~"
He teased, looking down at her with the most emotion he's shown thus far. Something about this girl brought out the worst in him, and he ****ing loved it. It wasn't just how unbelievably horny she was, it was something else. This girl is something special, and he wants to explore her completely.
She began to pant, just the scent of it drove her absolutely crazy..now you could blame that on her being a succubus…they do have stronger reactions to aphrodisiacs and such but even then they’d be able to control themselves. Karma on the other hand had this deep lustful look in her eye, absolutely crazed and needy. Though her mind was screaming no, and to be good so he could do as he wished and be as gentle as he wanted like he was showing to be in the car, her body was reacting before she could even speak, trying in a panic to take off her own clothes but unable to reach the zipper on the back of her dress because of how shaky her hands were
His hands gently reached around her, taking her zipper and slowly pulling it down.
"Dont worry, I got it."
He said with a smile, not once being harsh with her or even really raising his voice. Once he unzipped it, he slowly began to pull it off of her. He made it clear that he wasn't at all going to hurt her. His free hand caressed her hips and thighs, feeling all the bumps, ridges, cuts, scratches, and little imperfections. He loved how much there was to explore there. He loved those imperfections. Everything that made her different, he loved.
"You're such a bad girl, offering yourself like this to me~"
Her body was oh so sensitive, she seemed to twitch and flinch at every move he made up her body. Due to her chest not having uhhhh much mass she didn’t really have the need to wear bras so at the moment she was just down to her underwear and thigh high socks. It was really a sight to see, the way she leaned in but twitched every second he moved. She whined a little “I-I am not d-don’t say thattttt”
"Fine, I'll admit it, you're a good girl. The best girl I've ever had the privilege of meeting. I'm really proud of you for holding yourself together for so long around me, but you can let me take care of you now."
He didn't grope her or anything like that, he simply let his hands explore her sides after draping her dress over the chair. God she was so cute, that beautiful, soft tanned skin on display for him to see, those perfect yet clearly overwhelmed eyes, the way her mouth quivered and her body shook at his mere touch. Oh the thoughts going through his head...
She melted, she was so unbelievably happy but didn't know how to express it. It was like she was a pot of water, boiling over with happiness but just enough to rattle the lid. She quickly turned to face him, kissing him lovingly all along his neck and cheeks. He was so sweet to her and she didn't know why. But she loved it. So. So. Much. Her lip trembled a little as she begged "T-Take care o-of me pleaseeee"
Karma looked at him and then his arms, she seemed to get more flustered about wholesome things more than she was about sex. Her cheeks got a little red as she wrapped her arms around him, allowing him to pick her up. Hand holding, being carried and even having her hair played with made her shiver and tremble with love. It was a dull sweet feeling in her heart, not the blood pumping lust she felt at the moment but sh3 liked both feelings
He brought her over to the couch, gently setting her down. He was so gentle, it was hard to believe he was hiding a monster behind his calm, sweet demeanor. He started unbuttoning his shirt, before looking to her.
"Are you comfortable with this?"
He asked before continuing, making sure before he proceeded that she was comfortable with everything.
Karma gently shook her head yes, moving her hand to his chest and running it across it, smiling a bit just because he asked so kindly. She felt kinda guilty though, hoping she wasn’t putting a damper on the mood by being so..horny while he was being gentle. She bit her lip nervously..maybe he wasn’t that into the kinky stuff? She swallowed a bit at the thought that she might scare him off.. but his body’s warmth reassured her “U-Uhm- you can- if you want- to-touch mine too-“
He took his shirt off and.. he was ripped?? Not like a bodybuilder or anything but it was obvious he took care of himself. He just figured they should both be shirtless, it was unfair for just one of them to have their chest out. He smiled at her offer.
"Actually, I may take you up on that offer."
He said, and with no hesitation he moved his hands up her sides, his hands near her breasts. He was just admiring them, gently cupping them in his hands. His chest was open for her to explore as well.
"Feel free to explore mine, don't be shy."
Her lips quivered again, for a succubus she obviously didn’t have a very popular body type, smaller golf ball sized breasts..she was insecure about it. Seeing and feeling him admire them sent butterflies a signal in her stomach. She just gently nodded yes and moved her hands as well, running her pointer finger along every vein and crevice of his muscles. She tried to keep in her tiny whimpers as he touched her because she didn’t want to annoy him but she let them slip every couple seconds
"That's it, let it all out dear.. I can tell you're pent up~"
He continued gliding his hands across her body. His touch was soft yet utterly immobilizing. It was like he was giving all of her body the attention it deserved, admiring and acknowledging everything about her. Such a pretty little thing, he thought, a perfect snack (If only she knew...). He brought one of his hands to her face again, guiding her gaze to his, not that they ever stopped staring at each other. His eyes were terrifying, but,, loving, caring somehow...
She looked at him with a trembling body, she was bruised and scarred and yet she still had the trust that she started with. Even if he did end up hurting her even if on accident she'd she it as cute and loving. She felt like she was being devoured just by his gaze and it was oddly comforting..she kinda tilted her head to the side, wondering why he wanted to center her attention
She shuddered, seeing his arms made her tense up but she sorta relaxed when she realized he was just trying to hold her. Her tail started wagging and she smiled a little, moving her hand to run through his hair and mumbling "w-we dont- ha-have to..we c-can just stay like this if you'd like?" I wouldn't say this situation was new to her, I mean since she went on dates pretty often and was..on the cuter side rather than the sexy side she attracted some strange people. There's been many times where her lap was used for comfort. This just felt..different. almost new.
This wasn't about that, at least to him. He just saw her as someone he could trust, and it that moment, he just kinda let his guard down for her. He was hugging her for comfort yeah, but he was letting her know that he trusts her completely. He pulled her close to him, leaning on the couch with her. He wanted all of her... God he could barely hold himself back from ripping her to shreds.
Karma blushed a little more than she already was and let out a small whine, there were times she cursed her touch starved body, she despised tearing up everytime she felt a loving touch. She really…really didn’t want to ruin the mood, especially because she knew it’d be uncomfortable to have to deal with the cooldown but god being held sounded so sweet right now..she didn’t have to worry about taking care of anyone else..she just needed to worry about being kissed and cuddled
There was no ruining this for Matthew, cause girl he was already on top of her at this point, hugging her, not laying all of his body pressure on her, but enough to feel her warmth, it's obvious he wouldn't stay cuddling her for long, but just for a while, he'd like to hold her. There was a tear welling in his eyes as his hug tightened slightly. He had never really felt this from anyone before, like ever. True genuine love for another human.
Her tail started wagging harder, and she began to squirm, not because she was uncomfortable but because she was embarrassed. There was no one around to embarrass but herself and she absolutely hated it when her tail wagged. She couldn’t even trust someone she loved truly not to make fun of her or bring it up, even punish her for it. It wasn’t because she didn’t trust HIM in fact she expected that if he was going to comment on it, he’d call it cute, it was just that something happened like this a lot..she’d put everything into a new relationship, and call it love just because she got happy and then it would get bad..so so bad. She wanted to let him love on her as much as possible but her gut was screaming that this was dangerous