I am so so sorry I have a really bad needle phobia too i so sorry it is so.awful

If and when you get the shots, I've found thst either watching a video with earbuds in or closing your eyes or turning away and taking deep breaths to relax helps with needles. I used to be scared of needles too but ever since I started doing that it's gone a lot smoother

I have a question... Could you do an Eevee animation? I just miss those so much!!!