so in all the AU's sam jumps in front of something killing himself and c=saving bm in this AU carson grows depressed and blows his brains out saying goodbye to b.m it goes carson:"tell luminace" BM: DON'T GO carson: I'm gonna see sam again isn't that great????,,,,,*his voice shaky as he smiles* BM:tell him i love him carson: *smiles* i will BM:...not you too sam refuses to let bm die until he gets to old to function