sans Undertale rotted my brain so much as a child I was praying to God that I wasn't aroace so I could be with sans undertale

helppp nobody else can say that they ended up dating multiple people they didn't like like I can I legit thought liking someone was you feeling happy and warm because I saw one YouTube comment about ink sans Undertale on a video and was like "wow that's what love is isn't it" you guys don't even understand how much of my life was shaped by a skeleton that isn't even real

I think I was gaslit by every friend I had that I liked people and I just went with it because they knew best also I liked playing truth or dare and none of my friends would take "I don't like anyone" as an actual answer and thought I was lying so I used to just say random names of friends I had and sometimes I wonder how big of a web I wove of lies when I was in middle school and early high school

I will never not find this funny though like sans Undertale ruined my life. My life was changed because I found out about yaoi and sans incest as a child I hate you sans undertale once one of my at the time friends tried to keep a Google document of all the people I "Liked" and it deadass had like over 20 names of just random people I knew because it was the only way to keep the freaks satiated

My journey to starting flipanim and digital art in the first place was when I saw a drawing of sans Undertale I was genuinely insane low-key refusing to let myself think of anyone romantically has been really freeing like I don't have to pretend to listen to men talk about streamers I can just leave instead of pretending to be polite also funny story once back when I was racing and did terribly this guy came up to me and asked me to meet in private took me behind a dumpster and talked to me about nikado avocado for like an hour

I think Abt that sometimes why did he bring me there. anyways love is fake and I don't think I've had a true connection with someone for years any of my friends that see this is going to shake their heads with disappointment because I don't say upset for long apparently that's a bad thing and I should be miserable more I'll put on the gacha life hood and dark cloud over my face none of you guys understand how the knowledge of sans Undertale keeps me from being sad forever

I think the stupid pillz are starting to work my head doesn't feel like a watermelon with a bunch of rubber bands on it yippee I love listening to myself yap also looking at my past conversations with people I was genuinely terrified about being left alone with my thoughts for like 2 seconds why did I start dating someone less than a month after I broke up with someone else,,, u didn't need to do that girl

why were all of my friends so enabling of this though like they were fr trying to hype me up into finding more people I legit found some of my friend's dms with my other friends and all they talked about was my love life. insane

anyways I'm probably never going to read this again or think about it ever I just wanted to yap so I can send this to my friends later so I can be mean if none of this makes any sense I am not looking at the screen at all so that might be why

ok off topic but I think I'm lowkey cooking when I draw scrawny half dead people