Do i talk weird? Or do i just act weird in general? Im so sorry if i am, i really didnt mean to and i dont want to talk weird or not pay attention im so so very sorry seriously, i just feel so weird and avoided most of the time and dont know how to act, even online

It just feels so weird being me and i dont like the feeling, it makes me feel ill, i am sick all the time but no one believes me. Its not fair, I deserve attention right? Why cant I have affection and attention? What did i do? It makes me feel worse

Most days i dont eat or drink, i do it in small amounts and even that makes me feel sick. I cant eat, it feels weird and nasty. I cant drink, i feel so ill I cant sleep, ny thoughs are too loud for me to even cope. Im so sick of everything and i just dont knowhow to express it. Im just so stupid and annoying i just hate the way i talk and act and how i cant donormal things without being told.

I just feel so shit for dumping stuff on people, why should they hear my feelings, they’re worthless. I always end up covering my screen in shameful tears of regret and guilt, words i cant revoke. Actions i cant retake. Why do i have to be the odd one out? The ugly duckling. Im so sorry

Happy silly? I like that, those words go together nicely even if its describing something other than me.

I want to draw something happy silly

Really? I honestly appreciate it, i dont deserve your attention or admiration but im glad you’ve given me it

Mm, thankyou