Honestly I feel like i have no luck. Sometimes i find a danganronpa fan or two on roblox- and ill joke about having stole nagito's luck or something, and all that. but then i think ive tried subliminals failed tried shifting still currently failing wanted to be a youtuber couldnt wanted to be called by he/they pronouns and not be a girl told 'oh youre just young. i was like that when i was young and im still a girl' wanted the TINIEST BIT OF SELF CONFIDENCE my brain telling me im a mistake and calling me a mosnter over and over wanted to not be awkward in conversations in real life, or even sometimes online failed. i feel like theres no hope like i should just give up i just wanna escape this humanity. be in a nice world with me friends with no problems being care free i just wanna shift i wanna see my comfort characters i just want to feel safe. not to mention my step dad is semi racist told me i better not be dating a black man when i get older said the n word even though hes white

i just want to escape this humanity why cant i shift why why why?! i dont understand why.