I spend many hours with you everyday, or at least try to. I'm self aware that I look sad, and you ask me if i'm okay, a lot. But I tell you "Yes I'm fine." But I'm really not.. I just hope you'll be there everyday and never disappear, I get sad and lonely when you're gone, and suddenly I remember when you ask if I'm okay, I remember all of our times together, that i never want to ruin, I don't want to waste time out of your day with you helping me to get over my problems. So that's why I say I'm fine.