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29.07.2019
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lauwa-animates
29.07.2019 04:03
LinkIf it's a sharp knife you don't feel it when u cut it at first
But u shouldn't be cutting urself in the first place
StormTheCat[OP]
29.07.2019 04:04
LinkI dont feel anything at all though, maybe a little sting. But its not unbearable, like i thought it would be. For a while i put rubbing alcohol on them and it stung like frick
Lina12
29.07.2019 04:04
Linkyeah.
StormTheCat[OP]
29.07.2019 04:05
LinkSo im super confused because once i started bleeding pretty badly. I only realized it because it looked deeper than normal and bled more. didnt. feel. a. thing.
I dont even know. It kind of releases anger, sadness, or anxiety that im having. The blood kinda makes me feel some control, too
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You can do other things without risking your life. You probably cant promise me you wont do it again, but atleast think about stopping? Talking to people is uncomfortable and just not something anybody who self harm would think about, but you should try to find something else to calm down. Please, think about it. To be honest, I don't know if im helping.
Ive thought about stopping. I had almost two weeks clean before yesterday. I thought that when i cut the vein that would be my breaking point, but im doing it again, but not as deep
It doesn't MATTER if its deep or not, you're still risking everything. I really don't know what to do to help, but if you want you can just talk to me.
Ok. So, i've always been terrified of someone straight up telling me to stop cutting myself. I think i might have real anxiety, not hormones, since it runs in both sides of my family. I sleep with a knife, i get red and start to sweat when i have to talk to strangers. Once my gifted and talented teacher refused to remind me of my username. This was 4th grade, first time to really use a computer, we got the darn things a week ago. I had a straight up panic attack and nobody cared. Gifted and talented teacher didnt care. Math/ science teacher hardly looked at me. couldnt breathe. Im always close to having panic attacks.can hardly ever breathe. If my parents call me down, every single bad thought comes to mind. its too hard to handle. i feel bad for venting
Don't feel bad for venting, its fine. Are people not aloud to talk about their feelings? I'm probably gonna sound like someone's cringey mom but whatever; don't keep your feelings bolted up or whatever, it actually pretty bad. For the anxiety thing, you should PROBABLY talk to your parents so you can learn methods to calm down, or just use google ;) uhhmmm tell me more if you want
AYE, You're not wasting my time. I have plenty of time, and don't feel like sleeping anyway.
I feel like i shouldn't talk about my feelings. who cares. Everyone i know is teenager depressed. millions of people are like this. They do this. What is one person.
You should. Lots of people are going through the exact same stuff as you, but that doesn't mean you shouldnt talk about it. You should worry about yourself right now, not anybody else. Its fine. Im not an amazing therapist but I try. Keep talking if you want.
Ok. You talk if you want, though. I talk to much. I should shut up for a while, like i did a few years ago
Im not very interesting, to be honest. but if you don't want to keep talking that's cool
I used to do it cause when I'd see the blood, I'd remember I was alive, that i was okay. it was comforting. I tried knives but they didn't really go deep enough, so I started dropping glass objects "by mistake" to use the glass. but i would sob afterward. it didn't help anything by cutting. it just made things worse.
Yeah, i normally cry at night. I tried my nails, bc im weird, and that was ok. also a blade for heck knows what, that was what i used the most. then i was desperate after i tossed away my blade so i got a pencil sharpener blade, screwdriver, and exacto knife and i use exacto knife now. I also tried knives, but all the kitchen knifes are so dull that it might roll if you drop it
i used basically anything. and everything. tbh i had issues. i used to punch walls and make my knuckles bleed, i used to pour alcohol on my wounds to make it hurt more, i used to slam my head into the wall repeatedly. anything to feel pain. i was unhealthy. it takes time to heal, but you have to try to stop. please, for your own sake, try to stop.
Heck i used to make tiny cuts on the tops of my arms,put rubbing alcohol on a tissue, and put the tissue on my arm and that was fine, but the cuts didnt even bleed. idk why i went deeper, but once i started bleeding, i stopped with the alcohol.
I honestly might need help. Sometimes if someone makes me angry, i fantasize about stabbing them or something, but i wouldnt do that cuz i dont wanna get caught. I also sleep with a knife less than 5 feet away so i can stab anyone who tries to break in
Ill try, but when my parents talk and stuff, i flip out and think that theyre going to bring a conversation up, so i just end up doing it again. i might keep trying the ice cube thing. i tried it once and it worked a little
now im mad as hell for posting my problems, so thats not helping, but i like talking to people about stuff like this, but then i dont know if im doing it for attentions, so idk what to do with myself anymore
My friend was mad at me when i scratched up my arm badly. Didnt bleed, but it looked bad. I later had to stop her from getting a (still dull) kitchen knife and cutting herself, and another girl from using a pocket knife. This place is insane