also i dont think im autistic

BECAUSE I HATE LOSING MY FRIENDS, I RELY ON THEM TO STAY SANE.

...I was encaged in my house for four years straight, no people to keep me okay, nothing but my sister to comfort me at bad times, what do you expect..?

my stepdad was horrible to us, we were forced to stay up all night to clean our room and we couldnt have dinner until it was clean <-- that's happened once.

...keeping you blocked,

of course you dont understand..

"my last moments" to talk to you guys before i have to go, like "my last moments" in the store.