its really stupid that i get so excited over shit that kids my age have BEEN doing like idk thinking someone famous is attractive bc IVE NEVER done that before but i can never rant abt it because its not rlly a big deal uhg why am i just so behind on everything!!!!!!! it all started when i didnt wanna talk when i was like 3 or 4 for NO REASON maybe if i wasnt a little ***** back then then maybe i wouldnt be this delayed!!!!