pfft I'M FINE!
32 comments
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 07:59
LinkDo you want to talk about it..?
.gives coco and cookies.
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:01
Linkyeah that would make me feel better
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:04
Linkyou want to talk here or privately..?
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:05
Linkprivately please?
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:07
Linkalright, do you have a discord, or do you want me set up a white board?
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:08
Linkuh i'm sorry but i'm not sure what you mean by white board and no discord
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:10
Linka white board, its this site where we can actively draw and such without loggin in and such
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:12
Linkoh well you know what we can just talk here no one will really check this
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:15
LinkBefore you tell me though, I need to know one thing and only one thing
Do you just need to vent and someone to support you?
Would you like advice , or just someone to listen?
Just so I dont mess up and I can provide what you need properly
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:16
Linkit doesn't really matter but no vent just want to talk and let it all out that would be nice i guess
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:17
LinkAlright, so whats wrong?
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:19
Linkwell... for awhile i have had a series of nightmares they are ugly and wrong and it hurts me so bad and it wakes me up at night it makes it hard for me too sleep
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:21
Linkoh noo :(
do you know why it happens or...?
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:24
Linkno but for the first three dreams i had been walking in a room a slit of white well LIGHT and people or whispers that are just there aare whispering to me "come on follow the light" "follow it i know you can" then they start saying "her cries so solemn and beautiful" "follow the music you can i know you can!" then they scream "LEAVE NOW" "YOU DON'T BELONG HERE" "YOU CAN SAVE SOMETHING ELSE" then i get swallowed in and it ends but the fourth one was... weird..
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:25
Linkwhat was it?
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:28
Linkwell the third one a scribbled on shadow like the one above and he kinda says goodbye and picks me up and ... EATS ME and it is weird then the fourth one was worst basically the fourth one was him saying do you want to play and stuff like that but he keeps repeating my name
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:30
Link0-0
those are horrible
Are you stressed lately...?
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:33
Linkyeah but i became stressed cause of the dreams they hurt and it will show him holding up my cheeks and making me smile blood pouring out my gums he says that i will always smile around him
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:34
Linkohh, do you think maybe it might represent someone controlling in your life or...?
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:35
Linki don't know maybe it's anxiety cause each day i get a little more anxious about all this stuff in my life and each dream it gets worst but thats just my theory
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:42
Linkhmm, that makes sense
The dreams do seem to come off as anxiety representation
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:44
Linkand i'm scared now i don't sleep at night then fall asleep at day and i don't even have a dream
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:46
LinkSo you're pulling all nighters?
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:46
Linkyeah and when i do sleep i wake up at around 4 o'clock
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:47
Linkohh, have you tried sleeping aids?
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 08:47
Linkuh no but the thing is i am FREAKING 9 YEARS OLD
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 08:50
Linkahh, theres gummmies for young kids, BUT NO OVER DOSING >:(
having anxiety at a young age is concerning, are you alright?
Is everything at home ok?
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 09:23
Linkuh.. well do you want the straight truth or the bent truth
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 09:27
Linkstraight truth if possible please
dont feel pressured too tho
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
15.10.2020 09:39
Linkwell everything was good on tuesday but other than that no my sister i always yelling at my bro my brother now stays in his room and i always feel so gross and i really want to tell my parents that i'm not straight cause i kknow it's not a phase i feel strong emotions for girls too and it just doesn't seem right that mom and dad are always at work
MidnightTea
15.10.2020 17:17
LinkIts ok to feel strong emotions for girl
Im sorry that you have to grow through this at such a young age :(
warrior-cats-nwn[OP]
16.10.2020 12:09
Linkit's fine i'll get over it