i think a major part of my personal growth, both negative and positive, was the late night computer time on my chromebook. i remember the fun conversations! the sad ones! i remember what i could so i could better myself and improve upon my good qualities and change my bad ones!

a major difference between 2022 sean and 2024 sean is that my 14 year old ass wanted everyone dead and spread hatred and malice. thats probably the one thing i will never forgive myself for, but instead a part i will try to improve upon

you either love others or youre shunned. its not a "fairness" thing, its a fact of life and a lesson i had to learn. being an asshole to everyone and everything made me such a Horrid person to be around, and i always brought the room down with my negativity

no chaining pls lemme yap in this specific part /nm

i know i treated people like absolute shit and i tried to act all holy but i realized that. we all live on a big shitty floating rock in space. theres 8 billion other people, but being an asshole to one person can have major ripple effects

me yapping abt myself part 5 million bajillion trillion!

a lot of older friends (and ex friends and partners alike) i met on here have seen my behaviors in 2021-2022 and. holy shit i was more obnoxious than a ****ing 12 year old who was a self proclaimed "furry hunter"😭 i was always so passive aggressive and i was just a massive dick to everyone except my "friends", who even then i treated like shit

sorry for a silly rant but my point is: love others and be nice and kind. live laugh love because i promise it gets better and it helps others a lot, even if its a simple offer of support on a vent post or letting a stranger borrow your pencil in class

man if that little girl seana 10 years ago saw me now she would either be really confused or really proud. i dont know. i need to give that girl a hug