Right now, in my imagination, i want to choke myself to death, I want to end myself so badly because I don’t want to stay sick anymore. It doesn’t show signs of slowing down either. But seriously I want to choke myself to stop. But I don’t have the guts to do it again.

But don’t worry about it affecting my compliments for you guys, imma still be nice and not sad like shit

The stupid medicine ain’t workin either, the 3 bottles that my parents bought. I wanna overdose and die but they taste too horrible to facking do that. I really hate being sick. I’ve been sick for 6 facking days and I still feel like shit.