today started out good, with me drawing actual art and it getting likes and then i go to look to see if it was on the popular page and i see a drawing of a oc the original/creator of a oc that i got traded and i got sad and freaked out. i kind of wnet on a downward spiral after that and i did a rate for rate which just made my mood worse because i thought my art was crappier than what people were sayying and then i decided to delete the oc i got from a trade the the original creator/owner still owned i think and canceled my series because it didn't work without that character and then i realized that all my designs aren't worth crap after watching a video on how to see how much you ocs or designs are worth so now all of my designs are free and i created 2 or 3 designs that i really liked for other people and i'm being a bit pouty/petty about that