I just hate how when ever I talk about how my mental health is going no one seems to care. No one seems to wanna talk about it. I tried telling my girlfriend I wouldn’t be able to stop no matter how hard I tried to stop putting that blade to my wrist. She seemed to have ignored my message completely.

I tried talking about it with my close friend. They told me it was my fault and I’d never get better. I agree I won’t be able to

But it’s the way they told me. I’m trying I really am but it’s so difficult when you start doing something you know you wouldn’t be able to put down. I can only trust one person right now. He’s a friend, a true friend. If I can’t even say I can go to my girlfriend for help it says a lot. This friend of mine, he keeps an eye on me. Never ignores my messages. And he even tried to make me feel better or try to encourage me to try and stop. Of course I didn’t. But he helps.

Whatever this post doesn’t matter.